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Hey Ho I'm Nabilah , 18 .
Apocalypse .
A Simple but yet Stubborn Girl , Let's Rock and Roll .
& I Love Someone .
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Thursday, June 24, 2010
7:16 PM
time does flies fast .nursing mates , we are left with a week of hols and sch starts . god , i'm excited for school but i'm not ready t graduate this fast . i do not want t leave all the people cherished . how i wish everything slows down . i really miss those days . i guess , once i'm in campus . i am sure t treasure every bits with my mates . & finger cross , no problems among us for the last time :/ gossh , i guess i'm gonna see you in sch for this last semester :( ahhhhhhh :'( imysm b . now, i'm counting down t august 20 . heehh! :P but how i wish i could celebrate with you . hais . i bet , tak dapat kan? :( & puasa coming too ! yeaaah , i'm counting that too . lol . i'm sorry , but i really cant stop thinking of you . i know you're my past but it seems i cant get over you . everyday ,you're seems t be remembered . everything i do or wherever i am , i tend t see us . i am sure i am not hallucinating ppl . now, things are diff . i tried t work things out but nth works . most of time, i kept my feelings t myslf or i let it out here . sometimes, i would just cried alone till theres no tears coming . fuck , haters may think i'm emo but i dont give a shit . its my feelings , its me . fuck you . haisss . idk , how i'm gonna face you . yes , iloveyou . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :'( & OH ! i hate guys act they are such a big fuck but end up they're such a coward . & those who are sweet talker mofo & making used of girls too ! god ! such an irritating attitude . i believe in karma (: one day , these ppl will get their self-revenge . how evil sey . i hate guys , at times though . but i know not all guys are the same . but i'm sorry guys , my current mindset guys are all the same shits . i'm ending now . love; nabilah.r catching up .
Saturday, June 19, 2010
1:04 PM
hey im back .i know its been long i blog . well , about me? idk if theres changes in my life . i think there is somehow or rather . yes , everbody changes . lol . still , i do miss him . alot . but at times , my life seems t be quite complicated for me t handle . hais . problems just kept on piling up . grrrr~ idk what gonna happen next . i'm kinda gave up 'cause idk what t do . i'll just let it be & i'll just follow the flow . goddddd ~ i wish things around me is much simple & easier & slower . & i wish i got the chance t fix things properly & hopefully be better than ever . Amin . honestly, you're still in my mind - i wish you knew . but i can't believe that after we're seperated , we're like strangers/enemies . aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh ~ idk why , i tried doing things t occupy my time but somehow you will always be remembered . idk about you? i guess you've move ahead way faster than me . i hope you're happy . its your decision . i respect you . B , i love you . anw , hols time now . theres alot t catch things with my fellow mates / cousin / fam . & i wish with you too . so keep yourslf free when the dates is set aye? no paitao . lol . alright , im ending now . P.S : i wish you know . love ; nabilah.r get a life !
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
10:09 AM
hey ho . morning .thanks t someone that spolit my morning . FCUK! !W#!@*^$! wth ! wth ! wth ! wth ! its not i don't respect you , you really got into my nerves . cb ! i seriously hate it ppl does that on purpose . ystd was hectic at work . goossh ~ imagine nearly 1 hr or 45 mins t home and theres 2 new admission . and its quite an heavy case . and one of them is so damn pampered ! kept on complaining " i want air-con! HOT here! " wth ~ noisy sey ! & jyeah , someone made me pissed . ahhh ~ is as if my fault ? this ppl think they are the king/queen of this earth uh , that we have t bow on them . fcuk you ! i have no time seriously t entertain all this . if you don't like me i don't care , but not vent your anger on me for no reason can ? its annoying sia . okay okay . i don't want t talk about it no more . its useless . boy , i hope you're fine . geeessh ~ i miss you very much , everything . i fond you & i love you . hais ~ i'm ending now . P.S : seriously , i miss everything about you , boy . love; nabilah.r mundae monday
Monday, May 10, 2010
11:17 PM
Hey Ho .i'm freaking bored :x now , i'm watching Madu 3 plus i kept on scratching my body like monkey sia . grrrrr! hahaha . oma , damn itchy ! fcuk ! ohh today was PM shift , lagi boring . and tcher was on duty too ): gooosh ~ lagi bored . hhah! truth is , idk what t do . idk what t post . oma ? :s anw , thumbs up t sujimy . hehhe . he post smth that somehow made my eyes open . it makes me appreciate life . however , idk if i'm strong enough t do it . but i don't think i will rush things . i need time babe . hahah! fcuk! my body damn itchy ! %^&^%&#Q* gooooosh ~ okay i want t end now . i wanna watch Madu 3 . hheh . P.S : seriously i miss everything about you , boy . love ; nabilah.r that's how its goes .
Sunday, May 09, 2010
7:46 PM
Hey Ho .its nite time already . oma ,see how time flies . its fast & tmr is monday ! oma . tmr got t work -________- i'm sick of working already . i miss schooling! i miss seeing my love ones . okay , now i'm super bored . the only thing that i will usually do ; thinking of him ): boo , i miss you & i need you here . gooosh ~ i realised that i got 3 months i'm turning 18 and i would definitely wants t celebrate with him ): oma oma oma oma . i wonder watcha doing now ? i miss everything about you . b , can i be yours again ? i know this may sounds crazy/stupid . but i seriously do . i know i wasn't a good gf for you kan ? i want t be better . ohh i wish you still read my bloggie . boo , i'm not bribing you nor being a sweet talker mofo bitch . i trully love you , honest . what i wrote here , i express sincerely from the heart . baby , if i do have the guts . if i am strong , i surely run up t you or i will knock on your door and hug you tight . i bet if i do so , i'll be on my knees crying huh ? serious , if i am i surely i've done it earlier . the only thing i can do is t be Patience & just let everything in Allah's hands . Amin . & big thanks t az-zahra for introducing JoJo song . i'm now addicted t it (: Those word she sang really meant alot t me . it seems t be the same like what i'm facing now in my life . thank you babe (: ohh! my head hurts again! fcuk! seriously , its hurting like hell . *&####^&@*^! okay , i wanna end this . P.S: seriously , i miss everything about you , boy . love; nabilah.r 080510-Siloso , Sun , Sea , Sand , Sunburn .
9:48 AM
Hey Ho ,ystd was awesome (: went t Siloso , Sentosa & oma , it was so freaking HOT ! hhaha . initially , i didn't plan t bathe the sea 'cause i did not bring extra clothing including undergarment -.- i only brought short . hheh . And turn out , i wore Jas tee . hhaah! so jyeah , the boys played water laaaa as per normal . ohh! rasul / syaqif found STARFISH & CLAM ! Cool laaa . seriously ! we were like ' budak jakon ' . hhee . not forgetting , ystd the guys is like our lifeguard of the day . hahha! 'cause me&nabilah could'nt swim -___- and they've been bringing us over t another island . * short distance only but it was freaking deep in the middle * i was nearly drown okay! oma laa . & of course , pictures were taken too (: later , we went t clean ourselves up & went t eat at Harbourfront interc . i intro them the thai beef noodles . yummmmy~ and for syaqif , he stubbornly put alot of chillies in his dish ! hhahhahahahahah! * muke nak step maintain dgn cool ! * it seems theres no tomorrow . we went around walking at vivo , playing around in toy'rus and we chilled ourselves at the rooftop . when we're there , i turn out t flashback the first time we date boy . oma . everything seems so fresh and new in my mind . we all sat the exact spot when we first take few pictures together ): oma oma oma oma oma oma . baby , i love you & how i wish you knew . everything about you is still in my mind (: boo , i shall wait for you . i know this sound soooo stupid , but i do . i do have my dignity but you meant alot to me . i don't give a freaking care what/who ppl gonna talk/thinks of me , 'cause they're not me . we've been growing up together . oh my , ily boo . & ohh , my body hurts! SUNBURN SUNBURN SUNBURN ! idk , if i'm that dark . hahh! i'm ending . uploaading pics . P.S : I miss everything about you , boy . love ; nabilah.r pain .
Friday, May 07, 2010
10:16 PM
Hey Ho , i'm back again babe .i just came back from work . i am now resting before i go for a bath . oh my! i'm freaking tired! beginning was quite bored at work . but after dinner , theres were alot of scenes happened! oh my! i kene beat by a pt . goosh ~ its quite painful but not as bad . the ward was quite chaotic . oma oma . so jyeah , went back together with raimee . & before went home , i followed raimee & zul to smoke . accompany only , i don't smoke . hhah! & now here i am . posting my blog . gossh ~ my abdomrn hurts! as if someone is stabbing :| oma ? what happenning t me ? i kept having pain here and there and its quite painful! am i dying ? :/ firstly , my head then my abdomen ? okay laa , i want t go bathe . i'm feeling uncomfortable now . & then i'm watching resident evil . nites . ohh! tmr i'm watching Ironman2 ! yaaaaaaaaaay ~ okay bye . P.S : I miss everything about you boy . love ; nabilah.r tgif!
10:26 AM
Hey Ho , Morning .oh its friday! TGIF! well i just had my breakfast done (: Maggi Asam Laksa & Hot Cocoa . hheh . practically, idk what t do . i'm going t work soon . grrr! i hate working life . i miss schooling . haiyaa . E class i miss you ! Non- E class , i miss you guys too! & of course HIM! oma oma! )): also my friends that are not from nursing too! i hope you guys are doing fine aye . we need t catch things up soon . my head still hurts ): fcuk fcuk! idk what t do . i dont want to eat meds . i hate it! goshh ~ i felt the pain is killing me slowly . Baby, where are you ? i need you here . you are still in my mind & my heart beats for you . i can't get over you . why oh why ? i tried doing things t forget you , i tried t hate you but i can't baby . i can't )): i miss so much everything about you! how i wish you knew that i love you boy . hais . i'm ending laa . i want t get some rest and then i want to get ready for work -__- P.S : Boo , i miss you . love; nabilah.r 060510 - Stubborn , Sick alr but still posting .
Thursday, May 06, 2010
10:00 PM
Hey Ho .i'm starting t get bored now . idk what t do . oma , the pain is killing me . grrr! my head hurts! i did rest but it still the same ): my body temp is getting better but i can't gurantee is stable enough . oh Tuhan , give me strength . Give me strength also t face obstacles in my life . especially now . hais . i feel my head is light & i'm seeing things spinning . what is happening t me ? partly i can feel my brain shake . weird ? . omg ? and here i am posting . gossh ~ theres so many things distracting me too much . how should get it away ? People , pls don't come up to me and asking me alot of things you wanna know, here and there please ? favour . You wanna know , go find those answer yourslf . if really, you dont know then okay . I'm not feeling well okay! I feel you people are treating me like a ragdoll! grrr -.- i wanna end . i cannot tahan . P.S : i'm thinking of you , boo . love; nabilah.r 060510
5:46 PM
Today, i had SIM in school .everything was fine . Lucky for my group , mdm suppaya didn't took us . she was busy . hheh . ohh met many people . hhah! Nabilah , Edna , Fizah , Amirah , Mira . i miss them! Also , i met Hakim, Is, Faizal, Iqa, Fattah . hhha! & obviously, some of my classmates (: love ya people . tc aye . my head is like kept on spinning since early in the morning -_- grrr! & my body heat gets hotter . oma laa . i dont wanna fall sick so soon . please ? i don't want t make replacement & eat meds . hha . after sch ends , so went back with raimee , aisyah , aleen & yana . weee~ p.s : i miss you boo! oma oma oma! )': ohh boy , i wish you here with me ): haiyaaa , ohh! news news! NURSE'S DAY AUDITION is on 19 or 20 MAY !! This day is where you got t register first in school t Ms Gowri . okay i'm ending . i cant think no more , my head's hurting fucking bad now . tc . love ; nabilah.r |