naßiiLah*

2010-06-24T19:16:00.003+08:00

time does flies fast .
nursing mates , we are left with a week of hols
and sch starts .
god , i'm excited for school but i'm not ready t
graduate this fast .
i do not want t leave all the people cherished .
how i wish everything slows down .
i really miss those days .
i guess , once i'm in campus .
i am sure t treasure every bits with my mates .
& finger cross , no problems among us for the last time :/
gossh , i guess i'm gonna see you in sch for this last semester :(
ahhhhhhh :'(
imysm b .
now, i'm counting down t august 20 .
heehh! :P
but how i wish i could celebrate with you .
hais . i bet , tak dapat kan? :(
& puasa coming too ! yeaaah , i'm counting that too .
lol .
i'm sorry , but i really cant stop thinking of you .
i know you're my past but it seems i cant get over you .
everyday ,you're seems t be remembered .
everything i do or wherever i am , i tend t see us .
i am sure i am not hallucinating ppl .
now, things are diff .
i tried t work things out but nth works .
most of time, i kept my feelings t myslf or i let it out here .
sometimes, i would just cried alone till theres no tears coming .
fuck , haters may think i'm emo but i dont give a shit .
its my feelings , its me . fuck you .
haisss .
idk , how i'm gonna face you .
yes , iloveyou .
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :'(
& OH !
i hate guys act they are such a big fuck but end up they're such a coward .
& those who are sweet talker mofo & making used of girls too !
god ! such an irritating attitude .
i believe in karma (:
one day , these ppl will get their self-revenge .
how evil sey .
i hate guys , at times though .
but i know not all guys are the same .
but i'm sorry guys , my current mindset guys are all the same shits .
i'm ending now .

love;
nabilah.r

catching up .

2010-06-19T13:04:00.004+08:00

hey im back .
i know its been long i blog .
well , about me?
idk if theres changes in my life .
i think there is somehow or rather .
yes , everbody changes . lol .
still , i do miss him . alot .
but at times , my life seems t be quite complicated
for me t handle . hais .
problems just kept on piling up . grrrr~
idk what gonna happen next .
i'm kinda gave up 'cause idk what t do .
i'll just let it be & i'll just follow the flow .
goddddd ~
i wish things around me is much simple & easier & slower .
& i wish i got the chance t fix things properly &
hopefully be better than ever . Amin .
honestly, you're still in my mind - i wish you knew .
but i can't believe that after we're seperated , we're like strangers/enemies .
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh ~
idk why , i tried doing things t occupy my time but
somehow you will always be remembered .
idk about you? i guess you've move ahead way faster than me .
i hope you're happy . its your decision . i respect you .
B , i love you .
anw , hols time now .
theres alot t catch things with my fellow mates / cousin / fam .
& i wish with you too .
so keep yourslf free when the dates is set aye?
no paitao . lol .
alright , im ending now .

P.S : i wish you know .

love ;
nabilah.r

get a life !

2010-05-12T10:09:00.006+08:00

hey ho . morning .
thanks t someone that spolit my morning .
FCUK! !W#!@*^$!
wth ! wth ! wth ! wth !
its not i don't respect you , you really got
into my nerves . cb !
i seriously hate it ppl does that on purpose .
ystd was hectic at work .
goossh ~ imagine nearly 1 hr or 45 mins t home
and theres 2 new admission .
and its quite an heavy case .
and one of them is so damn pampered !
kept on complaining " i want air-con! HOT here! "
wth ~ noisy sey !
& jyeah , someone made me pissed .
ahhh ~
is as if my fault ? this ppl think they are the king/queen
of this earth uh , that we have t bow on them . fcuk you !
i have no time seriously t entertain all this .
if you don't like me i don't care , but not vent your anger on me
for no reason can ? its annoying sia .
okay okay .
i don't want t talk about it no more . its useless .
boy , i hope you're fine .
geeessh ~ i miss you very much , everything .
i fond you & i love you . hais ~
i'm ending now .

P.S : seriously , i miss everything about you , boy .

love;
nabilah.r

mundae monday

2010-05-10T23:17:00.002+08:00

Hey Ho .
i'm freaking bored :x
now , i'm watching Madu 3 plus i kept on scratching my body like monkey sia .
grrrrr!
hahaha . oma , damn itchy ! fcuk !
ohh today was PM shift , lagi boring .
and tcher was on duty too ):
gooosh ~ lagi bored . hhah!
truth is , idk what t do . idk what t post .
oma ? :s
anw , thumbs up t sujimy . hehhe .
he post smth that somehow made my eyes open .
it makes me appreciate life . however , idk if i'm strong
enough t do it . but i don't think i will rush things .
i need time babe . hahah!
fcuk! my body damn itchy ! %^&^%&#Q*
gooooosh ~
okay i want t end now .
i wanna watch Madu 3 . hheh .

P.S : seriously i miss everything about you , boy .

love ;
nabilah.r

that's how its goes .

2010-05-09T19:46:00.004+08:00

Hey Ho .
its nite time already .
oma ,see how time flies .
its fast & tmr is monday !
oma . tmr got t work -________-
i'm sick of working already .
i miss schooling! i miss seeing my love ones .
okay , now i'm super bored .
the only thing that i will usually do ;
thinking of him ):
boo , i miss you & i need you here .
gooosh ~ i realised that i got 3 months i'm turning
18 and i would definitely wants t celebrate with him ):
oma oma oma oma . i wonder watcha doing now ?
i miss everything about you .
b , can i be yours again ? i know this may sounds crazy/stupid .
but i seriously do . i know i wasn't a good gf for you kan ?
i want t be better .
ohh i wish you still read my bloggie .
boo , i'm not bribing you nor being a sweet talker mofo bitch .
i trully love you , honest .
what i wrote here , i express sincerely from the heart .
baby , if i do have the guts . if i am strong ,
i surely run up t you or i will knock on your door
and hug you tight . i bet if i do so , i'll be on my knees
crying huh ? serious , if i am i surely i've done it earlier .
the only thing i can do is t be Patience & just let everything
in Allah's hands . Amin .
& big thanks t az-zahra for introducing JoJo song .
i'm now addicted t it (:
Those word she sang really meant alot t me . it seems t be the same
like what i'm facing now in my life . thank you babe (:
ohh! my head hurts again! fcuk!
seriously , its hurting like hell . *&####^&@*^!
okay , i wanna end this .

P.S: seriously , i miss everything about you , boy .

love;
nabilah.r

080510-Siloso , Sun , Sea , Sand , Sunburn .

2010-05-09T09:48:00.008+08:00

Hey Ho ,
ystd was awesome (:
went t Siloso , Sentosa & oma ,
it was so freaking HOT ! hhaha .
initially , i didn't plan t bathe the sea
'cause i did not bring extra clothing including undergarment -.-
i only brought short . hheh .
And turn out , i wore Jas tee . hhaah!
so jyeah , the boys played water laaaa as per normal .
ohh! rasul / syaqif found STARFISH & CLAM !
Cool laaa . seriously !
we were like ' budak jakon ' . hhee .
not forgetting , ystd the guys is like our lifeguard of the day .
hahha! 'cause me&nabilah could'nt swim -___-
and they've been bringing us over t another island .
* short distance only but it was freaking deep in the middle *
i was nearly drown okay! oma laa .
& of course , pictures were taken too (:
later , we went t clean ourselves up & went t eat at Harbourfront interc .
i intro them the thai beef noodles . yummmmy~
and for syaqif , he stubbornly put alot of chillies in his dish !
hhahhahahahahah!
* muke nak step maintain dgn cool ! *
it seems theres no tomorrow . we went around walking at vivo , playing
around in toy'rus and we chilled ourselves at the rooftop .
when we're there ,
i turn out t flashback the first time we date boy . oma .
everything seems so fresh and new in my mind .
we all sat the exact spot when we first take few pictures together ):
oma oma oma oma oma oma .
baby , i love you & how i wish you knew .
everything about you is still in my mind (:
boo , i shall wait for you .
i know this sound soooo stupid , but i do .
i do have my dignity but you meant alot to me .
i don't give a freaking care what/who ppl gonna talk/thinks of me ,
'cause they're not me .
we've been growing up together . oh my , ily boo .
& ohh , my body hurts!
SUNBURN SUNBURN SUNBURN ! idk , if i'm that dark . hahh!
i'm ending .
uploaading pics .

P.S : I miss everything about you , boy .

love ;
nabilah.r

pain .

2010-05-07T22:16:00.004+08:00

Hey Ho , i'm back again babe .
i just came back from work .
i am now resting before i go for a bath .
oh my! i'm freaking tired!
beginning was quite bored at work .
but after dinner , theres were alot of scenes happened!
oh my! i kene beat by a pt . goosh ~
its quite painful but not as bad .
the ward was quite chaotic . oma oma .
so jyeah , went back together with raimee .
& before went home , i followed raimee & zul to smoke .
accompany only , i don't smoke . hhah!
& now here i am . posting my blog .
gossh ~ my abdomrn hurts! as if someone is stabbing :|
oma ? what happenning t me ? i kept having pain here and there
and its quite painful! am i dying ? :/
firstly , my head then my abdomen ?
okay laa , i want t go bathe .
i'm feeling uncomfortable now .
& then i'm watching resident evil .
nites .
ohh! tmr i'm watching Ironman2 !
yaaaaaaaaaay ~
okay bye .

P.S : I miss everything about you boy .

love ;
nabilah.r

tgif!

2010-05-07T10:26:00.004+08:00

Hey Ho , Morning .
oh its friday! TGIF!
well i just had my breakfast done (:
Maggi Asam Laksa & Hot Cocoa . hheh .
practically, idk what t do .
i'm going t work soon . grrr!
i hate working life . i miss schooling .
haiyaa .
E class i miss you ! Non- E class , i miss you guys too!
& of course HIM! oma oma! )):
also my friends that are not from nursing too!
i hope you guys are doing fine aye .
we need t catch things up soon .
my head still hurts ): fcuk fcuk!
idk what t do . i dont want to eat meds . i hate it!
goshh ~
i felt the pain is killing me slowly .
Baby, where are you ? i need you here .
you are still in my mind & my heart beats for you .
i can't get over you . why oh why ?
i tried doing things t forget you , i tried t hate you but
i can't baby . i can't )):
i miss so much everything about you!
how i wish you knew that i love you boy .
hais .
i'm ending laa . i want t get some rest and then i want
to get ready for work -__-

P.S : Boo , i miss you .

love;
nabilah.r

060510 - Stubborn , Sick alr but still posting .

2010-05-06T22:00:00.007+08:00

Hey Ho .
i'm starting t get bored now .
idk what t do .
oma , the pain is killing me . grrr!
my head hurts! i did rest but it still the same ):
my body temp is getting better but i can't gurantee
is stable enough . oh Tuhan , give me strength .
Give me strength also t face obstacles in my life .
especially now . hais .
i feel my head is light & i'm seeing things spinning .
what is happening t me ? partly i can feel my brain shake .
weird ? .
omg ? and here i am posting .
gossh ~
theres so many things distracting me too much .
how should get it away ?
People , pls don't come up to me and asking me alot
of things you wanna know, here and there please ?
favour . You wanna know , go find those answer yourslf .
if really, you dont know then okay . I'm not feeling well okay!
I feel you people are treating me like a ragdoll! grrr -.-
i wanna end . i cannot tahan .
P.S : i'm thinking of you , boo .

love;
nabilah.r

060510

2010-05-06T17:46:00.005+08:00

Today, i had SIM in school .
everything was fine . Lucky for my group ,
mdm suppaya didn't took us . she was busy .
hheh .
ohh met many people . hhah!
Nabilah , Edna , Fizah , Amirah , Mira .
i miss them!
Also , i met Hakim, Is, Faizal, Iqa, Fattah . hhha!
& obviously, some of my classmates (:
love ya people . tc aye .
my head is like kept on spinning since early in the morning -_-
grrr! & my body heat gets hotter . oma laa .
i dont wanna fall sick so soon . please ? i don't want t make
replacement & eat meds . hha .
after sch ends , so went back with raimee , aisyah , aleen & yana .
weee~
p.s : i miss you boo!
oma oma oma! )':
ohh boy , i wish you here with me ):
haiyaaa ,

ohh! news news!
NURSE'S DAY AUDITION is on 19 or 20 MAY !!
This day is where you got t register first in school t Ms Gowri .
okay i'm ending .
i cant think no more , my head's hurting fucking bad now .
tc .

love ;
nabilah.r

2010-05-05T20:52:00.003+08:00

Finally , i've changed my blogskin .
At first , it was hard for me to clear everything .
deleting all those picture .
But , i told myself t be brave enough .
However , Baby you are always be in my heart .
& of course , i would post about him .
its not easy okay! (:
i still love & missing you .
well , tmr is SIM!
oma , i have yet t read up about the topics .
damn! & i've planned t sleep early since i'm not feeling well .
grrr! -.-
my body is getting hotter and hotter .
& i'm starting t have nausea & my head spins quite fast .
But here i am posting . heh!
stubborn ~
i hate eating meds!
ohh , i miss you!
i'm ending .

love ;
nabilah.r

2010-05-05T17:14:00.004+08:00

I'm posting back again .
okay , its been weeks right ?
now , i'm having attachment .
so i'm kind of busy nowadays .
today , i'm not feeling that well .
so jyeah , but i did come to work .
ohh god , i can't stop loving him!
oma! i tried many many ways .
i tried t hate him but i can't .
the more i hate , the more i love .
& i do love him ):
i know , i nvr put hope for him t come back .
i'm trying my best t follow the flow .
oma oma ..
it is freaking hard!
baby oh baby , where are you boo ?
i miss you so much!
& how i wish i got the guts to run up to you and hug you .
baby , you're irreplaceable .
even so , if we're starting t move on . my heart stays for you .
only you .
let bygones be bygones .
theres always the reason why we end up this way right ?
i accept the fate , but i'm not strong enough .
whenever i see you , my heart beats freaking fast!
& i'm damn happy!
but the worst thing , why oh why .
we are now like enemies ? it hurts t see us like that .
after all this years . we grown up together
every single day , my mind would reminsce our past and i cried .
i still kept everything you give t me & all those pics , i still look at it . ):
baby boo , how i wish you are reading my post & knew what my hearts says .
I Love You ! & I do Need You !
I miss your smile and your scent .
i'm missing every single thing about you . i trully do .
:'(

love ;
nabilah.r

2010-04-18T11:53:00.002+08:00

Hit Me Baby One More Time !
Hey Ho babes !
i know i've not update my blog again . hehs!
alright , my life seems t be normal , i guess ?
partly , i'm having a hard life now . i'm trying
to cope with my life now .
Definitely , i miss him so much! so so much!
How i wish i can turn back time .
i want t be with him again ;
if i had that chance , i promise t be a much much better gf like i used too .
ohh baby , where are you ?
i hope you are okay ; i hope you're reading this :'(
Oh God , You are the only one who knw how i feel .
jyeah , life still have t go on . Now cant change that .
But so , how hard i tried t be happy & enjoy my time with frens .
i always think abt you . i do still love you hunnyboo .
haiyaaa ,
well , now things are complicated ;
thanks t my babes esp my gf . 'cause they always be there for me . hheeh!
i'm sorry if i troubled you so much all this while ;
ohh boy , i love you .
my heart still beating for you .
idk , probably you hated me alr .
you dislike me . hais .
babyboo , i miss your voice , i miss your love , i miss you hugs ,
i miss your presence & i miss us putting each t sleep :'(
OMA!
honestly , i need you boo!
:'(
i can't bare staying apart frm you no more .
even so , its gonna be 3 mths nt tgthr .
i miss you .
i wish i got the strength t tell you in your face tht i still love you .
i know , i'm still young . but , i really love you .
:'(
ohh baby , i love you !
muhamad shahreza khuzaimi ♥

love ;
nabilah .

2010-04-04T05:31:00.004+08:00

hey , im back .
a great big sorry to my lovely babes for not updating .
i know , its been so long jyeah .
firstly , i'm as per normal as how it is suppose to be .
though its 2 mths alr but yet i'm struggling .
at times , i pretend to be happy to live but e truth is , i'm not .
honestly , i miss him . yes i do . very much .
my heart can't stop beating for him & my head kept calling his name .
i know it sounds pretty psycho . but that's the true .
how can i let him go like that as if nth happens between us ?
we've seen each other grows & accepting each other personality .
but why ? it ended that way ? i need a proper answer .
your reasoning wasn't convincing enough , though i have to accept it .
but why ? after so long ? why you never come up to me and spill it from the start ?
why you spill it when our times weren't good ?
eu think its good for you ?
whatever it is , it has alr happened .
some people said ' some ppl are met to love but are not meant for each '
and for that , why for that both parties agreed to love ?
everything lies on God's hand . i strongly agreed .
why wasting time ?
all those times , we built , it demolished just like that like nobody business .
some may say , it takes times to forget and move on . to me it can take ages too .
though patience is the key .
& i myself asked when will it be ? have you guys ever thought of it ?
why must face all this thing suffering & heartache ?
i know i'm still consider young to think about relationship .
but i'm neither getting younger . hais , i'm just stressed up .
sometimes , i just wanna gave up . i just can't . no matter what , i shall
stayed with my own decision even though it may sound impossible now .
oh God, give me strength . Help me lead the way . Hopefully , what i do is not a waste .
Don't maka us appart . whatever happens now , make him safe and don't do
stupid stuffs . And jyeah , all answer lies in God's hand .
i wish i can tell him that , i love you . trully , i do . Amin .
i'm ending my post .
those out there , if reading , i don't give a fucking care what eu want to think of me as .
this is my blog , what i want to say is my my problem and i don't give a damn .

love ;
fatin nabilah .

2010-02-16T13:23:00.002+08:00

nth much to post about .

tmr is back to school plus there's a test .

idk i can do it or not .

well , life is prettay diff now .

i'm surviving on my own ):

honestly , i miss him .

i wish i could turn back time .

that's what happened wif just one stupid mistakes ):

hopefully , his fine .

i miss his voice and his scent .

oh dear , forgive me .

hais ..

gtg now ;

getting prepared to aunt's hse .

P.S ;

i love you .

2010-02-03T21:02:00.003+08:00

i know its been long i've post .

i'm sorry my friends .

well, nth special happened in my life .

baby i miss you ! );

i wish you are here with me .

i know i did alot mistakes to eu );

but it wasn't intentionally .

i can't be happy w/o eu .

baby , pls forgive me );

i need you in my life , you are part of me .

even i nvr given you any answer but i know you won't

want to listen .

i wish i can turn back time .

i love you baby .

i do very much );

P.S : Fuck to Spammer .

love ;

fatin n.

2009-10-25T19:03:00.003+08:00

Hey ya .

A big sorry for not updating .

I've been busy for quite awhile and i may not be able

to post that often . 'Cause i'm having attachment now .

Well , my life is pretty the same but its a little hectic now .

Busy , busy , busy :/

Ohh , i went out with boo ystd (:

I had extremely fun time with him . We laugh and ate like

nobody business . Hahahaha !

And ...

Next week is our 2 yrs Anniversary !!

yeppie ! darn , i'm so excited xD

But , idk what gift should i give him ?

Plus , my pocket now is kind of tight ( if you know what i mean )

hais .

I can't wait ! heheheee '

Btw , To My Friends that are taking O level tmr ,

Good Luck and All The Best ! I know you guys can do it

for sure . You guys have gone far aye ?

And , Happy Advance Birthday to Atiqah !

take care .

xoxo ;

nabilah.r

2009-09-02T20:15:00.003+08:00

OH SERIOUS SHIT !
EXAMS is just around the corner .
GOD ! i haven study ):
haiyaaaaaaa .
i've got to revise sooooon !
okay , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MARZIELA!
i know its late . i'm sorry okay (:
well , may your wishes come true & stay cute eh !
ohh , i miss distrubing her laaaa !
maintain your naughtiness yaaa ?
&& HAPPY ANNY ! ( YSTD , haha )
To My Beloved Baby ;
Thank you so much for always there for me , no matter what .
Thank you for being soooo patience & sincere to me .
i know i've not been a good gf but i've promise you that i'm gg to change .
and promise is a promise . i've always love you so much !
Baby , you are the light in my life .
please , don't leave me ? i can't live w/o you .
i love you muhamad shahreza khuzaimi !
okay that all for now .
i'm gg to do some revision and later take an early sleep & of course ,
have a talk to my baby .
heeeee `
okay end now .
tata .

infinites X's & O's ;
nabilah.r

2009-09-01T05:56:00.002+08:00

hey ho !

Happy Tcher's Day !

well, ystd there's an outing for class E but i nvr attend ):

sorry guys . when there is another one , i may come aye ? (:

alright , ystd went to accompany baby to his sec sch to collect

his testimony . however , the sch closed . haiyo .

nobody is around except the security guard , duh ?

we supposed to meet his friend too but nobody there .

probably we came late & our school ends at 12 pm , so they might ends

much early .

then , we headed to his grandmother since we do not have any plans yet .

i had fun taking pictures of his cute lil cousins :D

I LIKE ! i didn't know that they are photogenic ! haha .

very adorable !

we stayed till break fast .

baby slept while i entertain the little kids .

&& ystd was Fazli's Birthday .

and wanting to celebrate however ...

he sleeps laaaaaa ! haiyayaya .

and we ended up spending our with the little people (:

heeeeee `

Fun , Enjoying , soon later tiring . haaaa !

after which , baby send me home .

while on the bus , i didn't get to seat beside baby ):

so i sat beside a guy . Melayu lagi oi !

guess what ?

i was sleeping and my head was resting on his shoulder .

and the guy was sleeping as well & he also didn't realised it . HAHAHA !

baby tried to wake me up but i tak sedar ! omg !

baby tapped me again and again till i seriously wake up .

i guess baby jealous . obviously laaaaaaaaaa (:

i love you b !

and i reach home ard 930 pm .

okay now , i'm starting to yawn , ALOT !

well , i want to have my beauty sleep .

bye bye .

infinites X's & O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-08-30T23:56:00.001+08:00

back !
ohh , its been a week fasting .
fast eh ? (:
well , im bored .
its 5 mins to midnight .
eh ? isnt it's a song ? haaa !
lame ! ok , im waiting for baby to call .
hais . imy laa !
so , everybody now is sleeping except me ):
bored bored bored !
exams around the corner .. bla bla bla ~
omg , my life is getting .. stress !
arghhhh !
so many things yet so little time ):
oh , tmr half day ! yeeepy !
its tcher day laaa !
going to baby sec sch ? alarrrr . nvrm laaa .
paisey laa . nvrm laaa . he needs to take his testimony .
lambat eh ? haisss .
den we gg to break fast outside or at his nnk hse (:
then on tues ;
its our anny ! wohooo !
1 yr 10 mths = 22 mthsary !
wow ! hahaha !
i love you baby very much (:
well , ending now .
wanna chat chit chat with bby .
nites !

infinites X's & O's ;
nabilah.r

2009-08-24T20:12:00.001+08:00

Make this easier for you , its my fault okay ?!

wth . i'm not scolding nor blaming you .

i'm upset and mad of your reaction .

& now you , yourself suffer .

i dislike seeing you like this .

if i didnt mention this to you , i may develop

doubts but if i did this is wat i get from you .

pls , what is going on ? i care for you so much .

i'm sorry if i'm exaggerating .

idk what to do .

i doesnt want to see you in this maneer .

i wanna see you healthy and strong .

Happy NOT Sad .

hais .

i just wish you could understand ):

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-08-23T22:47:00.001+08:00

today, is the second day of fasting (:

yea, everything seems fine .

ohh , baby is not feeling well ):

hopefully you get better soon okay ?

i loveeeeeeee you !

hais ~

wednesday is the 2nd behaviour science test .

i need to revise , revise revise !

haiyooooooooo .

so busy lei .

& yea , i'm done doing the PPT slides for LLA .

omg , i can't believe that tcher called me up asking why i've not

submitted . damn it .

but lucky , baby helped me out . thank you hunn !

i know you are frustrated so much doing that slides .

its hard for us coz currently both of us doesn't have hp

& we cant contact my grp members . hais .

troublesome . baby , was quite irritated .

for now , he chilled but i scared he might burst out .

baby , relax aye ? i loveeeeeeeee you !

i wanna end this post now .

nites .

infintes X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-08-22T18:23:00.001+08:00

Heys , sorry for nooooooot updating this beloved blog of mine (:

i've been busy nowadays laaaa . heheh .

well , i'm officially 17 ! on 200809 (:

HAHA ! thanks to my girlfriends for the ' SABO ' .

i loveeeeeeeeee it !

&& Boyfriend , thanks for celebrating with me & my fam .

it does mean alot alot to me (:

i loveeeeeeeeeeee you !

so yea , we also had Nurses Day Celebration .

the show was great ! good job to those who performed & the crew

from class JN0901F (:

pictures were taken & videos were recorded .

However , for the last two performance i didn't manage to

video you guys , i'm sorry ! the memory card full . damn it ):

a big big sorry !

pictures were already uploaded in facebook & videos is on the waaaaaaaaaaay (:

& ohhh ! SELAMAT BERPUASA !

finally , fasting month have came ! weeeeeeeee `

i loveeeeeeeeeee it !

okay end now .

i love you my reza !

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-08-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

8 more days !

wooooo ~

but fahmy 's birthday first .

so today , i fast . finally . hah .

i also wanting to pay back my fast .

ala ; only for a day . hehe !

well , me & baby had our rough time just now .

hais . but , i'm glad it ended well though it was alittle

draggy . i love you baby very much ! (:

ohh ! camp is this friday ! omg !

i've not even pack a thing . damn it ):

im excited but yet nervous . hah .

im ending this post now .

i wanna bathe ;

tata .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-08-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

08 August - Family Bbq at Changi Beach cum Kak Yati Birthday !

09 August - Happy Birthday 44th Singapore !

> pictures & videos were taken but its with baby .

> beautiful fireworks display together with enthusiastic singaporeans .

> had great time with baby , rio , hakim & nisa (:

10 August - Watch G.I : JOE with fam .

that's what i've spent my time these hols .

end .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-08-05T20:38:00.002+08:00

hey all ;
sorry for not updating for the past four days .
i wasn't well as i was down with h.fever , flu & cough .
thank god , i'm well now though i'm still having cough .
i was MC for two days and i bet i missed alot in school ):
school's was short today . i had my behavioural sci. test .
i rate it roughly easy-average ? hah .
lucky i studied though its only alittle (:
ohh ! i miss baby very much ! haha .
baby , i'm sorry that on our anny we nvr went out to celebrate
on saturday ):
if i would have takn care myself , i won't fall sick .
Happy 1 yr 9 mths baby !
we have come this far , i hope we can last much longer .
i do love you alot ! i'm sorry for all those mistakes i've done
towards you . forgive me ?
i love you reza . (:
& ohh , finally , i had my own water bottle . hah .
finally ! i own one . heh .
now , i won't be forking out coins anymore to buy mineral water (:
& won't be complaining that i'm thirsty . hehs .
end now .

infinites X's & O's ;
nabilah.r

2009-07-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

hey yo .

well , sorry for not updating .

i'm fine so far except my stomach keeps making

troubled nowadays . haha !

actually , there is nothing special happening yet .

but ; this thursday , my group will open a booth ,

selling ' Air Batu ' , Hotdogs & Nutella Rolls ..

so do come down to support our group !

is around lunch time ! weeee~

cheap cheap ! yummy ! (:

heee '

okay , i'm clueless alr . idk why .

probably i'm tired ? hah .

tata .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-26T19:44:00.004+08:00

Hey Gorgeous !
i had fun these weekends !
sat -
baby and i went to ecp and met nad & hashik .
theres event happening a.k.a a project that nad's friends create .
so we came to support (:
baby and hashik decide not to participate .
so , me and nad did . we are the PINKIES group !
gosh , i had a whale of time !
laughing , running , shouting plus eating !
i mean , who can't resist free delicious food right ?
woooo ~
at the end , we were in 3rd place .
not bad for a girls team (:
haha .
later , we four planned to eat at the nearest kopitiam .
nearest ? let me think twice ..
errrr , quite far laaaa .
and we reached , it was totally crowded . we even waited for
some fellow singaporeans to get their butts off the tables .
but , it was useless .
end up , we bungkus , and picnic at the side of the
cable-ski area .
i bet its better than sitting in the hectic kopitiam aye ?
we get free nice scenario with breezy air . awesome !
hahaha .
then , we headed home . i was totally exhausted & baby send me back .
thanks baby ! sorry if i troubled you . i love you !

sun-
baby & i went to onan road at geylang . (:
c'mon people don't think negative . haha .
we went there to find this particular shop that sells alot of diff .
size of plastics and bottles . haha .
finally , i get to buy this particular plastic for ' air-batu '
its for my PM project .
this time round , the weather is so hot !
we kept on perspiring way alot . hah .
then , we took 21 and headed to tampines .
so , i accompany baby to eat Nasi Ayam .
$1.80 plus its nice . worth it right ?
after he ate , he send me home .
so yea , here i am almost fininshing my post .
well , i've got to iron my cloths .
nites !

infinites X's and O's ;
nabilah.r

2009-07-23T21:45:00.003+08:00

heyo , peeps .

tmr is TGIF ! hah .

& yea , i end sch early (:

definitely , i will go out and spent my time with baby .

today , end sch at 4pm but i stayed awhile to let tcher assess me in NGT .

then , we went to tamp 1 since i've been waiting to eat mr.bean 's cute pancakes (:

then , we went home .

i tell you , today was my tiring day throughout the week . 'cause i went to gym to ran the treadmill . wohoo ~

tired maaan ! haha .

okay laaa ; i want to sleep .

nites .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-20T20:12:00.005+08:00

hey , its monday ! hah .

by right today's timetable was short .

but , my class has this adventure rope thingy (:

so ends at 6 pm .

it was damn fun ! i had fun !

yea , i had fun screaming & laughing . hahaha !

seriously , i was actually scared , anxious plus nervous to

do the 3 attempt . idk why , i will think many negative thoughts

that i will fall and injured myself . hahaha ! lame ?

precisely , i managed to complete the attempts despite

my classmates and the instructors kept disturbing and laughing

at me , due to my reactions . haha .

thanks for making me laughs so much especially when i was doing

the task (:

i wonder how i look in a video ? funny meh ?

nvrm then .

later , i wait for baby to finish his class then we went home together .

we talked awhile then we gave each a kiss and hugs .

i love you baby ! (:

p.s : 1 month exact to my birthday & bulan puasa . haha .

nites .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-18T22:51:00.006+08:00

hey earthlings ,

sorry for not updating .

well , everything seems to be fine (:

so ystd , after school ;

me , baby , fahmy , kikie & fattah

went to bugis for jamming then we met remy .

it has been awhile since the boys jammed .

idk why , they said throughout they play ,

eveything cock up ? hah .

nvrm laaa .

prac makes perfect aye ? (:

ohh ~ i am now waiting patiently to get anew hp .

i wonder when ? my dad agrees to buy one but when ?

WHEN ? WHEN ? hah .

ahhhh `

i want SAMSUNG F480 .

same with my baby . hehehe !

anyways ,

HAPPY 1 YEAR OLD TO NUR EZZATI !

sorry no pic of her , but i try to get one .

shes seriously cute !

her eyes is so beautiful , like a dolly eyes .

plus her lashes is long and curly oi !

omg , i envy her laaa . hehe !

okay laa , im ending this .

Harry Potter also finished . hah ?

nites .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-16T20:26:00.008+08:00

random : baby took this . haha .

how ? i know my face there look pathetic aye ? heh .

today's timetable is quite short even it ends at 4 pm .

but overall was okay .

omg . i had detention just now . haha .

it was my first ever detention . can eu believe it ?

i guess not aye ? the truth is yes .

i nvr had detention before .

i was late for class for 2 minutes and i get a detention

of 30 minutes ; rules are rules .

so theres no point arguing that it isn't fair .

though , people say , ' rules are meant to be broken ' .

yea , i did my detention with some of my classmates .

we do cleaning up in the class . bla bla bla ~

i went back with baby as usual .

and now , here i am , posting my blog (:

plus i'm watching heroes .

well , i've got to end this now .

'cause i'm gg to do my assignment .

nites (:

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-15T19:15:00.005+08:00

anyway , i just came back from school .

yea , as per normal , i shall update wats happening

around me (:

so far today was fine . ends school at 5 pm .

and baby send me home (:

we took bus together with mami .

& yea , we chat till we reached woodlands .

and i'm pretty much enjoys today timetable .

especially behavioural science (:

we had Mr Tay giving us lectures in MLT , and it was a blast .

we laugh over his funny stories but yet useful (:

thank you for the amazing lecture Mr Tay .

aftermath , things goes well except an hour ago .

i felt guilty that i shouted at baby ): - PMS .

i wasn't pissed at him but yet he gets the scolding .

i'm so angry at my bro that he blames me for everything .

wtf ?

i am so sorry dear . pls , forgive me . haiyoyoo .

well , ending now .

i better get a shower first . hah .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-14T20:39:00.008+08:00

nice ? i took this pic of him (:

hah :/

hey ya ! sorry for not posting ystd . i wanted to but ,

i was not feeling well due to my periods ):

first week of school - first day of period .

hahaha !

so ended school at 6.00pm today . i waited for baby at bus-stop to

fetch me 'cause he went home first to get change

since he ended early .

just as he alight the bus , i was shocked to see him dress like ' mat rep ' sia .

idk wats in his mind ? hehe .

but he looks cute laaaa (:

he said he wanted to ' feeling-feeling mat rep ' only for today ?

hahaha ! damn , his funny !

so yea , he acted the way ' mat rep ' behaves ! omg ! haha .

i can't believe that he sings and dance like them .

i should have took his pic/video (:

thanks baby , eu make me laugh alot !

i just couldn't take it the way eu ' behaves '

'cause i know that isn't the true Reza i know . hah .

i hope you won't be one of them . only for today - though eu were

just acting aye baby ? hehe .

i love you very much !

well , i've nothing much to post about actually .

i'm tired and bore laaaaa .

end my post .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-12T21:14:00.003+08:00

today i spent my day with baby ;

studying & jln-jln .

idk, why we were fickle to pick either one .

so decided to do both (:

we went to esplanade library first and sat there

ard an hour+ . haha !

later , we bought cup corns and sat down to take

fresh air and enjoy the scenes .

i say , the place was quite crowded suprisingly ;

till baby reminded me , its sunday . hehe !

we took some pics and headed home .

since tmr sch so we decide not to stay long as we

need to wake up early. hais .

so yea , that was quite a short day out with baby but

i had fun laughing my ass off with his jokes .

i love you baby !

alright , i got to end now .

toodles .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-11T21:26:00.008+08:00

hello people !

i've just finish eating dinner wif my parents .

and now, waiting for baby to call (:

today, i went out to watch futsal .

sorry , no pictures taken ):

i forgot to remind baby to bring camera .

next time aye ?

i went to meet kikie first, then we went

to meet our bfs (:

then off to Boon Lay .

yea , i had fun .

but , we didn't stay long .

kikie needs to go back home early .

later , we went to eat at JP (:

then we went to our seperte ways .

baby and i took 187 back to woodlands .

hahaha !

i laugh and laugh wif him . thanks to baby

who kept on teasing me and making jokes .

i love you !

now im just bored .

idk what to do .

ohh ! my hp spoilt ! damn it ):

i'm so pissed and sad-ed lor .

i can't read my messages , i can't received calls .

haiyo .

anyway, that shows i need a new hp !

hahaha . i can ask for it for my birthday present .

yeaaaa ~

okay , end now .

i wanna watch harry potter .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-04T21:20:00.014+08:00

Hey ya !

okay i'm back .

finally , baby and i made anew spec . hah .

after some time we have been searching for the

right specs and cheap but nice (:

hehs .

well , i'm v. exhausted 'cause we've been perspiring

the whole time . the weather was hot i tell you !

:DDD

anyway , school's on monday !

weeeeee~

i can't wait . but , mon is youth day right ?

but still have t attend ? haiyo .

nvrm laaaaa (:

okay , its gonna be a brand new semester with new tcher .

then back to posting .

i shall end now .

my brain could not pump anymore . hah !

im clueless .

nites !

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-07-02T20:11:00.014+08:00

HAPPY ANNY !

we are now 1 yr 8 mths ! (:

yes , ystd was our anny and i had fun wif my baby .

haahaha !

we jln-jln alot and took some snapshots .

yea , though ystd was quite rushing for us 'cause i

got to be back early .

but i had fun fun fun !

i love you hunn !

okay .

so , on mon & today , i followed baby , remy , fattah & fahmi

go jam .

on mon , fahmi wasn't around and today fattah wasn't around pulak .

aper daaaah ~

hahha !

too bad they cant get to play proper songs ):

&& ohhh ! i get to take pics of them . heheee ~

& video of baby playing unholy conf. solo

:DD

im ending now .

going to help mama cook !

snapshots of the boys :

Fahmi , the vocalist .

Remy , the bassist .

Reza , the lead guitarist & my baby .

Fattah , the drummer .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-06-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4 th MONTHSARY TO KIKIE & FATTAH !

yay ! hope you love birds last long aye ?

stay happy happy always (:

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

so today , me & mr. reza went out together2 <3

i love you boy !

i had fun time with him .

we talk talk and laugh so loud in the bus like nobody business .

& thats what i called joy . hehe .

i love him , i love him , i do i do !

i don't wish to let him go . his mine ! haha .

actually i'm bored , very bored .

hais .

& i am also waiting for him to call me ):

his now otw home .

have a safe journey aye baby ?

hugs ! (:

ohhh ~ HOLS HOLS !

ahhhhhhhhh `

im damn happy sia :DD

can go out ! SHOPPING ! wohoooooooo ~

then school ! yay !

hah . lame aku .

okay end now , i want to eat !

bye .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-06-25T17:38:00.004+08:00

HEY HEY !

damn , i miss posting sia (:

haha .

ONE/01 day left before its the end of the

attachments . yay !

here come school !! wohooo~

i miss my JN0901E ALOT & schooling too !

TABBNER, MOSBY DICTIONARY,BIG BAG `

i miss carrying all this stuffs . hahha !

after studying , then back to attachments .

omg , i miss eating in school ):

hahahaa .

&& yea , i miss meeting my friends there .

seriously . i wonder how are they ??

hais .

counting down to school ..

see yaa my fellow peeps .

ohhs ` i shall upload pics of my fam at changi (:

loves !

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-06-24T22:18:00.001+08:00

Hey Peeps ,

i'll be back posting soon enough .

i'm so sorry .

i'm busy with attachments now .

i'll be back aye ?

loves !

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-06-15T19:32:00.004+08:00

* nobody , nobody , nobody but you ...

omg ! i can't stop singing this song

and im practically doing their dance steps whenever i sang it .

haha ! even my mind kept on playing it (:

aren't the Wonder Girls cute ? damn , i do envy them alot !

they're soo pretty !

sheesh , their cute bangs and nice dresses make me so jealous .

hahaha ! weeeee~

:DD

well , i'm just letting the time pass by quick since i'm

meeting syaf to pass my logbook . hais .

i wonder how can left my book at ttsh ?

see laaa , i think i kept singing the song till i forget about my stuffs .

naaaah , jkjk (:

okay laaa .

toodles `

* nobody , nobody , nobody but you ...

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-06-11T17:13:00.007+08:00

tired , exhausted , hungry .

well , i just came back from work .

yes , im soooo f. tired . haha .

somehow im kind of sad to leave the current

working place though it was just an attachment .

since tml will be our last day there ):

i had great time talking with the pts (:

they were great and very spontaneous .

im going to miss them alot !

anyway , do you believe in karma ?

well , i do . definitely .

but some don't . idk why ? hahaha .

its just a simple word but really a powerful meaning .

hell yea , karma have had happened to me bfe (:

i can say , many times aye ? hehee .

and i always told myself , no matter what happen or

whats gg to happen to me , i'll let it be as long i myself

DON'T do it .

okay now , my head is blank and my legs are aching .

im' going to rest and eat and then take a nap :D

tc peeps .

toodles `

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-06-08T23:09:00.006+08:00

its not fair !

whatever happens , it always come back to me .

i'm sick of tired of this ! :'(

why i have to give in everything , every single time ?

what did i do ?

everything is my fault .

i'm trying to make it right , it turns wrong .

what's this ??

end up i'm the one who have to coax and apologised to euu

instead you are the one who at fault .

you are making me hating you more , get it ?

please , i begged .

please stop all of this .

i hate it !

it SUCKS to core !

:(((((((((((((((((((

:'((((((((((((((((((

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-06-05T10:11:00.004+08:00

finally , i can used mama's laptop awhile .

i know i have not been posting for days ? haha .

sorry aye ? (:

well , now im bored and im just waiting for the time

to pass and then i'll be getting ready for work .

yea , i miss all my beautiful friends !

damn , i cant wait to go school back !

talking abt them , i'll promise to go out together one day .

i know we've planned before and end up nvr make it .

hais . sorry ! after this attachment , i hope we could go out aye ?

i try to squeeze my time with euu guys . i love yar !

- nadiah

- kikie

- aan

- eziey

- haniz

- the attachment babes

- my sec. sch babes

and others ...

btw , tml we will be adq's big day . his having his first competition in his life !

haha . for Dikir Barat , his only pri. 5 (:

and my parents and i will be supporting him . definitely !

&& lucky him that he'll be participating in NDP sey ! im so jealous , you know !

damn . under Dikir Barat also . hais .

his like busy practising the songs and the movements .

hmph ! hahahaha .

okay laaaa .

gtg . end now /

toodles `

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-05-23T22:23:00.005+08:00

its 10:23 pm now .

well , today went out with baby (:

finally ! haha .

since nowadays we're busy with our attachment and we

hardly meet up . so yeah .

today was baby bad day . pity him ):

he fell and had baalukus at his head and elbow .

i can say he fell hard cause his bruises was really bad .

throughout our day , he kept complaining his elbow was painful .

idk what to do except coaxing him down (:

i love you baby very much !

i hope you get well soon okay ?

prolly , tmr eu'll get better aye .

muacks !

so baby bought the plaid shirt that he really want .

except me ):

he bought w/o waiting for me ! hahaha .

nvrm (:

next week then i buy .

same-same with baby's :D

yay !

we went to bugis first and walked to city hall .

throughout , i kept telling baby over and over

what i want to buy . hahaha !

evil me . i guess baby's ear gonna burst !

hahaha ! jkjk only .

yeah , i had fun today despite the pouring rain .

now , i'm otf with baby .

end now .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-05-17T00:25:00.006+08:00

hey earthlings ,

well i'm bored actually .

so i decided to randomly post at this hour .

my family are all tuck in bed including baby ):

too bad , left me alone .

i thought of talking to baby on the phone but

he was too exhausted over ystd soccer match .

pity him ):

so yea , im like the black sheep . hah !

ALONE ! lame !

anyway , im doodling some graffiti .

since lil brother needs some help in drawing for sch .

so i practice . semangat !

hehehe ! xDD

okay end here .

tata .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-05-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

i know i have not been updating .
but that doesn't mean i'll stop aye ?
anyway , congrats to my fellow mates that
make it through the audition . hooray !
after all the practices and the hard work ,
do paid off aye guys !
a big congrats to you guys !
its been 2 weeks , that i've gone nowhere .
except at home , school , jamming studio .
hahaha !
i guess this 3 places i've kept going to .
kinda boring huh ?
well , i do have fun somehow (:
i guess , i end now .
clueless to post .

infinites X's and O's ;
nabilah.r

2009-05-10T00:08:00.009+08:00

i have to agree that life do have ups and downs .
however , its only the matter how we handle and solve it , right ?
we can't jump in conclusion or made any judgement straight away
before knowing whats the truth or else it will become a disaster .
no matter how painful and annoying problems that we are facing ,
we still have to beware of our emotion and words .
yes , sometimes we're too sensitive and stubborn and we just
shout and throw temper unnecessarily .
i can't denied that i have done it before and then my problems
just continue and eventually turned to disaster .
i regret and repent .
i wish i could turn back time .
sometimes its wrong to do the right thing .
and its right to do the wrong thing .
get it ?
its all about Life .
anyway ,
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !
wish all MOTHERS in the world
Happy and Live Life to the Fullest !
Your sacrifices you have made its powerful .
You are the ones who brought us up and educate us .
we love you MOTHERS !
I Love My MAMA !

infinites X's and O's ;
nabilah.r

2009-04-12T20:29:00.006+08:00

i have yet to post for the past few days .
well , everything seems pretty fine .
nothing changes .
tomorrow would be the day where student nurses
in january intake will face the next challenge .
hell yea , im having butterfly in my stomach and i've
nvr stop thinking of it .
tomorrow the big day ! yeap .
i hope everything goes well , no cock up .
im gonna sleep early and wake up early for tmr .
damn , im nervous now .
&& baby , its gonna be alittle hard for us but i know
we can overcome it together .
well , good luck nurses for the attachment .
get good grades and try to stay away from mistakes .
do your best (:
that's all .
i love you .

infintes X's and O's ;
nabilah.r

2009-04-05T15:11:00.007+08:00

yes , today's sunday .

but sunday without sundae ? won't that be boring ?

ohhhh~ hot fudge sundae ! so chocolatey , yummmy !

so ystd , theres a soccer match at marsiling . &&obviously , i don't play .

i went to give my friends support . (:

i thought i'll be alone but hey , i met sherry !

so yea , we talked about how's our lives and

how's adss while watching them play . hehhe !

yea , i do miss that sch . even i don't really favour it much

but i do have many memoirs left there .

anyway , last long with your boyfriend aye sherry ? (:

be strong okay ? heck care about what people gonna say about you ,

they're just jealous . be yourself babe (:

after the match over , we went our seperate ways .

and i went to causeway with my friends .

we chilled and keeps on drinking .

hell yea , the weather was hot ! even we're in air-condition place ,

we're still perspiring .

soon , baby and i went home with faizal and fahmi .

but baby and i alighted first .

baby went to my hse (:

we spent time together with my family .

it was fun !

in the afternoon , adq wanted to play badminton and soccer .

but we played only soccer since its too windy .

omg , baby and adq made me ran ! i say alot !

we took turns to kick the ball and baby even taught anew trick .

at least i learnt anew thing ! hehhee !

he stayed till 8pm afterwards he went home .

boy , i miss you now !

i called you but eu didn't pick up ):

i guess you're asleep . well , have a good rest (:

get well soon .

iloveyouveryverymuch !

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-04-03T20:20:00.004+08:00

i had fun today ! (:

so baby accompanied me to the market

to buy nyai's cooking stuff (finally). hahaaa`

baby was funny 'cause he kept on reading

those stuff i had listed and he kept on

checking the stuff over and over to see if

we have miss it or not .

after that , we went to tampines since

he wanted to get a new hair cut .

i say , we are noisy !

baby and i kept on disturbing every vehicles that

passes by . we act as if we are traffic police .

heheee !

so yea , baby did get his hair cut .

damn , he really really look different !

since he want to try anew style . so yea , he looks pretty

neat and clean now (:

i cant deny that these days , i have been pestering him to follow

to do a fish spa . heheee !

&& lucky , he did found a nearest one at tampines .

i say , its cheap !

20 minutes for $8.00 ?

dont you think its v. cheap ?

to me its worth and the service was good too (:

the little fishes will swim over to your feet

and chew on your dead skins and at the same time

they massage your feet .

baby just couldn't stay still ! he laughed and

keeps on shaking his legs . hahahaha !

funny ! hell yea , we make a lot of noise !

baby held my hands 'cause he could not stand the ticklish .

hehheh !

later on , we went on to food culture .

throughout , we kept talking about the cute little fishes .

the funny thing was that , baby complained that some of the

fishes have pulled his hair legs . hahaahaha !

i bet if we stay longer , baby's legs would be hairless .

hhehehe `

okay , i better stop teasing him .

or else he'll get mad .

[ baby botak oi ! ]

ohh ! get well soon baby !

pity him , he get a sudden fever ):

okay till here .

p.s : we met mami , remy , nisa && aan

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-04-02T19:27:00.012+08:00

today i am supposed to wake up

early to buy nyai's cooking stuff and baby

supposed to accompany me but end up both of

us woke up very late . heehehs !

so i stayed home and doing practical nothing

except eating and lazed around the house with

mom's mr lappy .

and of course , on the phone with baby (:

i am getting fatter i tell euu ! X)

i really need to exercise soon before CP starts

or else i couldn't fit into the nursing uniform . hahaha !

nth much to post about actually ;

im just waiting for baby to call me ):

i miss you and i love you !

okay okay till here .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.r

2009-04-01T21:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ANNY BABY !

yea , we're 1 yr & 5 months now (:

oh baby , i'm glad that we've reached this far .

i hope we could last longer and happier .

dearest reza , i couldn't express how grateful and overjoyed i am today .

i agreed that even at the start we had some hiccups going on but i am

glad we're able to overcome it .

i know this year its quite a tough journey for us , since we went over

to anew school with new environment hence we tend to face

ups and downs frequently .

but , i know our love is strong , we able to overcome it (:

yes , i have made many promises to you and

promise is a promise , and i will keep my words and make up to you .

i love you very much ! i wont let anybody destroy our relationship

anymore 'cause i believe that our love is very strong .

oh baby , your my heart .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah .

Problems ...

2009-03-31T16:59:00.004+08:00

i got to agreed that no matter how

hard we try to hide or run away .

Problems will definitely be around us , right ?

its either small or big the problems we going to face .

whatever it is , there is always the solution for us to solve .

like what people would say , when there is a way in , there is

also the way out (:

alternatively , there is many solution for us to solve problems and

not forgetting problems always takes time .

moreover, solving problems needs the cooperation between

the people that have started it .

well , problems also test our emotions and listening ear .

even worst , problems do stress us up .

obviously , no one likes to have problems , right ?

it sucks big time and it does kills us ! hahaha !

okay people , whenever your instincts says problems is approaching .

do be calm and don't jump to conclusion .

let another party of yours make his explanation first

and then you can start your moves .

remember to control your emotion necessarily and dont let loose

unnecessarily (:

till here . tc .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah.

Dear Reza (:

2009-03-30T20:38:00.008+08:00

Dear Reza :

Ever since , i get to know you , you've changed me .
i changed for the better . yes , i agreed that every guy are
different in their own ways . some maybe bad and some maybe good .
however , you're special and unique to me .
even umpteen times , you've said you are not up to the standard .
but you are to me . you have stole my heart and i've fallen for you .
though in the past , we face many hardships but i never fail to
stop loving you . you are the one for me .
let's forget the past and let's rebuild a stronger relationship together .
dear , you made me realised that Love is powerful . Love is beautiful .
Love can even changed people lives .

however , Love can be a nightmare . A terrible one too .

but , i have decided that i want to be with you till forever !

i love you very very much baby !
&& i swear i wont want to leave you .
how about you ?

infinites X's and O's ;
nabilah .

2009-03-27T23:59:00.007+08:00

im exhausted but yet i had fun today (:

well , i just reached home and luckily mama and papa

are not mad except nyai , she nagged 'cause its very late night

and saying its not good for a girl to reach home late . yadaaah yadaah ~

i went to school for the basic mandarin conversational course for the last time .

hell yeah , the class was kecohrable . i took my assessment and got my cert .

however , theres an incident that made me blurred and

everybody burst to laughter .

after which , we stayed back awhile .

another incident again happened but it wasnt about me .

my fellow frens caused it . very funny .

ohh , happy anny to kikie & fattah !

ard 3 ? fahmi , remy , faizal , my baby , nadiah and me went to tamp safra .

they went to play pool . another incident happened again . hahaha !

- remy kept playing and the ball kept jumping whenever he shoots .

after that , me , my baby and nad walked back together .

the rest went back . seriously speaking the weather was really really hot !

the sun was really high up ! wohoooo~

then nad went home , left me&baby .

we walked to his grandma's hse .

we ate our lunch and play ard with his little cousins .

cute cute cute oi !

sooooon , baby's dad came ! omg !

i was shocked and i really stood up . idk what to do .

but , baby kept laughing at me . though himself was nervous too ! :PPPP

seriously , i was totally scared ! hehees `

i did laughed due to my scaredness and baby's sillyness .

then , his aunt linda brought baby and i to tamp safra , yea again .

we went to the mind's cafe (:

yeap , she treated us . thank you aunt linda !

we played board games together with her little kids .

fun fun fun funny !

very kecohrable i say !

weeeee~

oh , it was an one day excitment !

pictures with aunt linda & kids soon will be update .

till here .

infinites X's and O's ;

nabilah .

2009-03-24T22:00:00.004+08:00

happy hols !
left ard 2 more weeks till new term starts .
well , i didnt do much during hols .
i just stayed home and going out whenever i want to .
okay , ystd was the 1st lesson im having mandarin class .
well , its kind of dry 'cause its basic pronounciation but i hope
soon enough it will be much interesting to learn .
i know i have not been posting . i have missed updating
over the past weeks or shall i say months about what i've done .
im sorry aye ?
honestly , im starting to gain weight ! hehehee`
seriously , thats why sometimes i do hate hols ! haaas !
geez , i kept eating chocs & sweeets !! :P
FAT FAT FAT FAT !
moreover, i have been most of my time with him .
yea , i do miss him now .
eventhough we met just now .
frankly ,
i hope we can face obstacles ard us calmly .
i hate seeing us fought over stupid stuffs and jump in conclusions .
but i like the most when we settle things dwn and apologised on each
of our action .
baby , i love you very much !
and im freaking missing you .
well ,
im blanked and im tired .
end now .

infinites X's and O's ,
nabilah .

2009-03-12T18:43:00.002+08:00

exams over , hols started .

yay !

im surprised tht hols start so soon .

but im gonna miss my crazy classmates !

april we gonna have our clinical prac.

all the best aye ! hope t meet euu guys again

after 3 months again . i hope we wont be seperated .

i really had fun spending my time with you guys all .

through ups and dwn . we did survive as one .

love you ppl alot !

damn , im not feeling well today . im stuck at home

due t my flu and fever . geesh ~

ohh , im missing my love !

ty hunney for sending me t the doc's (:

hehehe . iloveyou v. much !

i really feel i wanna change . as in for the better .

however , fatin tht euu guys knew is still e same fatin , not t worry .

im changing based on my attitude alittle .

i want t be more healthier fatin . heheh !

im planning t lose some weight over this 3 weeks of hols before CP starts .

'cause i think i've gain laaaaaaaaaaa . :P

well , im also changing t be enemy-free person . hah !

i hate having enemies euu know . but , it seems ppl want t be my enemy ?

hais . i dont understand why .

but whatever it is , i dont mind if ppl hates me .

its your prob hunney .

anyway , we're having pit on monday !

hope JN0901E peeps do come !

its most probably at ECP .

stopping here ;

infinites X's and O's ,

nabilah

2009-03-01T23:22:00.007+08:00

finally im back .

dear dumb diary , its quite awhile tht i've been away .

seriously speaking , my life is getting busy , busier & busier .

im getting eyebags 'cause i've not been getting enough sleep .

another 1 week , im facing my major exam , then

off t attachment .

i say , time really flies fast ! its alr march now .

well , schools been fine . classmates are fine t , they're great (:

definitely i miss sec school laaa punyer ):

i wonder how are they up t now ?

i really miss you ppl alot !!

anyways , i might be coming t sch back this wed . yeppie !

i hope euu ppl are in sch , so i could see euu guys (:

~~~

happy anny deary ! its our 16 months tdae !

wohooo~

i hope we will last much longer and stronger tgthr aye ?

& i hope our love wont be a waste . ilysm !

no matter what , i'll support watever euu do .

& love you .

frankly , im bored .

ohh~ i miss shopping !

esp wif my beloved gfs !

damn , many stuff i've kept in mind . hehehe !

its nearly midnight now && im not in bed . hah !

well , i end now then .

tc babes !

2009-01-03T16:53:00.007+08:00

schools start . new year begins .

yea, its really gg to be a brand new life for everyone .

new obstacles , new life , new outcomes , blalalala ~

well , to my friends that succeeded to be promoted to sec 5 ,

all the best in facing the big O okay ? (:

i know you guys can make it & dont ever give up aye ?

persevere till the end okay ! i will always support you guys !

JIA YOU MY FRIENDS !

okay , my school starts this monday . hell yea , i already get

butterflies in my stomach . however , i was told to come

for my current course first . later on wed the appeal's result ,

i will decide to stay or be transfer . its quite cumbersome you know .

hahaha ! i had my day with boyfriend ystd . supposedly , we had plans to

go out to spent our time tgther . instead , me and him went over to

our future school . haha . i needed to do some payments for my current course

so that i would be stable in the school while waiting for my appeal's result on wed

and i didnt knew about it . haha ! thanks to atiqah for letting me know even its last minute .

yea , i had my photo taking done and buying of uniform .

despite of the delay and out of stock of uniforms . hais .

idk if uniforms that i bought is suitable . gosh ! idk ! hahaha (:

im going to end my post soon since im going out with my parents .

well , i really hope my first day of school would be fine or a blast one .

since the info states theres going to be an activities going on . i hope its gonna be fun (:

i wonder who going to be in same course as me . geeesh~

theres still butterflies in my stomach . hahaha !

and ohh ! i've made my new year resolution ! hehe (:

i bet you guys too aye ?

- i want to study v.hard to get good grades .

- i want to make more more friends .

- to be optimisic and be much more responsible person .

- to be a better girlfriend and daughter :DDD

- i want to be happy and cheerful always !

- i want to forget about my PAST !

- not to spent too much on stuff unless its necessary (:

- i wont want to repeat all my stupid mistakes i've done .

- overcome my fears .

- always give my helping hand to those in needs .

yea , thats all i think :P

im ending now .

tc .

i wish you guys will have a pleasant and enjoying year schooling or working :D

iloveyoureza !

2008-12-30T19:50:00.005+08:00

i just realised that how important family is in our lives .

its not as if i didnt know but , today mom and nyai really

opened my eye despite the scoldings and advices.

i know i have been irresponsible for quite sometimes .

im sorry . i've realised that family is the only people

that will bail you out from jail and always gives you support .

they will be the one who makes the best choices .

they will never stop showering you with love , joy , concerned .

thus , im blessed to have my fam with me :DD

im sorry for not listening instead i've listen to an outsider .

i was confused back then .

and now i've regretted . stupid me ):

though theres a risk im taking now , im afraid , what i do is just wait and

prayed to get it r. i will never stop chasing after my dreams .

no matter what it takes , i will sacrifices till i succeed .

i will convince that im worth for it due to my passion and great interest to it .

i hope GOD will help too . AMIN (:

every single words they advice , i can feel their sadness and disappointment

that i've made . i should have listened to them from the start . i really prayed

that its not to late , i really hope i get it . i really want it so much :DD

congrats to those who achieved it ! i knew you guys can make it .

make sure you guys wont stop studying it .

well , i swear im afraid . i have made my biggest mistake and i wont forgive myself .

oh GOD , please make my dream come true . i really want to pursue it and make it

be part of my career . AMIN . (:

iloveyoureza !

2008-12-29T23:44:00.009+08:00

i had fun today with boyfriend reza (:

ii accompanied him to ite simei for his interview .

so yea , i really hope he did his very best .

and also shafeqa and cuzzy amirah for their interview t .

i did went to sch awhile for training . yeap , i did

saw my peeps that i've longed met and chat . gosh ! imissyouguys !

afterwards , met shafeqa and wahida at interchange .

yea , reached tamp we went our seperate ways .

i decided to go boyfriend hse to give him a surprise but , my planned

was ruined . i've told him not to leave till i gave him a call but instead ,

he went out without telling me ):

geeesssh ! i've no choice but to went back to meet him at interchange .

i was disappointed alittle but he made up with me by buying me

teh ice limau . hahahaha ! (:

mama made him choco.chips as a birthday gift and i bake him a brownie fudge cake .

yummmmy ! we went over to food culture since i want to eat my lunch

whereas he just want to eat the cake . hehe .

then , we headed to ite simei for his interview .

he was funny 'cause he was trying his best practising his speeches .

and made stupid faces to distract him :PPP

overall , he did okay and he had done his best . im proud of you hunney :DD

ohh , i met mizzuan and his gilfriend ! hehehe :)

later , we walked ard at tamp mall then to novena .

we had our dinner there and typically theres mats and minah .

wtf ? they kept staring at us . i just feel like giving them a one tight slap .

it is irritating okay !

then , we decided to walk to united sq .

i was surprised to see my ex- _ _ _ _ _ _ .

we did not acknowledge each other but i really felt so awkward .

eventhough we're over . we never talked to each other since that .

idk laaaa ):

boyfriend was with me and he kept on saying that everything will be alright

'cause he will always be by my side (:

sweeeeet right ? lols .

we went over to toyrus and out of the blue , boyfriend became obsessed with toys .

hahahhaa ! he turned to a kid !

he just grab any toys ard and start playing and imagining those were his .

* boyfriend , boyrfriend , tsk tsk ! :PPP

after those long walk , we headed home (:

yay ! rofl laaaaaa nab !

ohh , i want to say thank you to tong en for the lovely and sweet msg .

it was really touching best fren !

i promised not to forget euu and hope our friendship will last :D

im gonna miss you , obviously as a friend laaa . :DD

im ending my post now , im getting sleepier laaaaa oi .

tc peeps .

iloveyoureza !

2008-12-29T00:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SIXTHTEEN BOYFRIEND REZA && FAIZ BRO !

finally you guys are officially turn 16 (:

apparently its coincidence that both falls at the same date aye :P

hahaha !

well , hope that you're wishes will come true aye ?

may you guys have an enjoying year ahead !

&& also may you guys are bless with many many love , joy and care

by all the people you loved :DD

big boys alr don't be naughty aye ? haha .

i miss you guys laaaa oi !

stay happyhappy always boys !

:DDD

iloveyoureza !

2008-12-28T18:47:00.011+08:00

its just 3 days away before 2009 comes (:

so yea , im seriously gg to miss all the memories i had ,

no matter if its bitter or sweet .

eventhough this year i really had a rough year but im really

gg to treasure everything and im gonna miss it.

so what i can say is ,

i want to apologise every single mistakes i have done .

it doesnt matter if you readers out there are my relatives , enemies , ex- or friends .

i just want to make sure that 2009 will be a brand new adventure for

us to face together .

however , if you guys still hesitate to forgive me , its okay .

it doesnt matter to me .

i'll just prayed that one day that our ties will be closer like we used too (:

hence , all the bitter memoirs that we used to face, all the quarrels and fights ,

i have forget and forgiven you guys . instead , it had made me a stronger

and better person ( but im not asking for more laaa ) .

prolly , its pointless for me to kept remembering it and seek for revenge right ?

its just wasting my time and yours too :D

&& thanks for the sweet sweet memories . i will cherish it with me and i wont

forget those happy days we spent together .

i hope everything will be fine next year .

anyway , especially peeps that had gone hardships with me i hope we will be the

same campus next year and i just cant wait to rebuild my ties with you guys .

moreover , tml will be a very big day for boyfriend and faiz :DD

they gg to be sweeeeeet sixthteen !

finally guys , you're gonna be 16 i say :DD

what a coincidence , both birthdays fall in the same date .

hahahaha !

i hope your wishes come true and may you guys will have an enjoying

year ahead okay !

stay happyhappy always aye ? (:

okay , im ending my post .

tc peeps .

iloveyoureza ! :DDD

2008-12-27T16:34:00.010+08:00

♥ evening peeps ;

damn , im totally bored to death right now .

and night is coming soon enough .

i've wasted my time sitting at home doing nothing .

besides listening to my irritating lil brother begging to

use the laptop . hais .

i should have gone out with my friends , relaxing and

enjoying exciting views . but sheeesh ~

i say , soon enough we shall say goodbye to 2008 and hello 2009 .

in just couple of days and hours .

i hope 2009 will be a very exciting and joyous one .

also , i hope it would be a new start of adventure and excitement .

what cheers me the most that next year , most people i love

will be in the same school with me . hehe .

though , we're not gonna be in the same course .

somehow , im alittle worry about how am i going to adapt the new environment soon .

i mean its gonna be a hell new one .

new friends , new school , new life .

i just hope everything will just goes pretty fine .

damn , i miss my boyfriend .

i've yet to hear his voice the whole day .

i bet his having fun at the slaughter hse gig thingy . hehehe (:

have fun aye bf ? :D

hope to hear from euu soon .

okay now , im in my room with nyai .

addition the laptop batt is running low and fast .

im ending my post now .

tc people .

iloveyoureza !

2008-12-26T21:06:00.009+08:00

yea , today was the release of results .
i was panic at first 'cause nth appears in the screen
whereas many of my frens began smsing to ask what was mine .
thanks to bf , he managed to check for me and im in
h.nitec wireless technology at ite simei (:
so , i spent the whole day with shikin and bf .
i woke up early in the morning to accompany shikin
to ite simei for her interview in beauty therapy .
i hope she pass .
&& bf tagged halfway while shikin was having her
interview .
aftermath , we went to bugis .
we had our breakfast-lunch at banquet (:
damn , we did had hard time getting seats .
then , we went to buy shikin's skirt and off to orchard .
yeayea . sale sale everywhere !
50%-70% . wohoooo ~
my eyes just couldnt look away at all those pretty clothes
and worth-it discounts :DD
hehehe ! im just living hows a girl life should be .
yea , after walking around at far east and surveying
the wanted clothes and shoes .
we then proceed home .
haha !
it was quite a whole day for me .
plus cold one too .
damn , my leg is aching right now .
can someone be my masseur pls ?
hehe (:
till here .
iloveyoureza !

P.S : those wasnt in the same school , dont be upset okay ?
we can still contact each other :DD

2008-12-24T22:40:00.009+08:00

i had fun today .

finally i went out with tita and shikin .

gosh ! i miss them so much !

especially those days we spent our time in school .

yea , met them at admiralty mrt .

&& shikin bring along her fahmi.

yea , he was fine . me and tita was shy at first .

hahahaha !

i bet he too .

so we walked around bugis and then met my bf

and off to ochard .

but tita felt awkward 'cause she no partner . haha !

but i did accompanied her while bf decided to find another gf .

&& his partner was a nyonya . funny !

damn bf ! euu need to brush up your taste :PP

hell , we make alot of noise in the train .

but fahmi didnt tagged along to orchard,

he went back to khatib to meet his friend .

so yea , we four had our breakfast-lunch at kfc .

fuck , i've caused trouble there ! hehe .

i accidently dropped my tray ! damn , it was embarrasing plus my

skirt was wet . sheeesh~

i pitied the cleaner 'cause she need to clean up again since

theres water spilled before .

bf was kind that he bought another cup . thank you hunn !

so we walked around far east to look for shoes .

and half way through , tita need to head home 'caused shes gg overseas .

lucky her aye ? (:

yea , me , bf and shikin walked to heeren and then to dhoby ghaut .

since shes meeting fahmi before he headed to work .

yea , ii had fun with them . but we didnt camwhored much .

haiseybabe .

so , us three then went home safe and sound .

hehehe !

i'm ending my post now .

iloveyoureza !

p.s : fahmi next time dont be too shy aye ? (:

im missing my beloved babes !

2008-12-22T19:57:00.014+08:00

ystd was another day of rcy training .
i guess its my 2nd last time coming to sch .
im so going to miss it .
gosh , many memories i've gain no matter either sad or happy ,
mad or cheerful .
im seriously going to miss that .
the training was a memorable one .
we took many pictures to keep as momento .
and yes again , i cried .
it was quite saddening to say goodbye so soon to the
ones ii cared so much (:
anyway , i just came back from cinema with mom and adik /
yes and i watched twilight !
omg the movie was fascinating .
you guys should watch it .
damn , EDWARD CULLEN is so hot !
hahaha . im like crazy over him .
but , only adore not love uh . ( afraid someone will jealous laaaa )
to me , its really a romantic horror movie and its sweet .
where immortal and mortal fall in love .
i think its really an effortless scenes and its worth it for a 2 hour show .
well , different ppl have different perspective .
i'll stop now .
hehehe .
tc .
iloveyoureza !

2008-12-21T01:32:00.003+08:00

result day has passed .

and the n level students 2008

had their future set .

im so gonna miss my secondary friends .

im heading to tertiary sector now .

today , i had the best time with my fam and bf .

since today was my parents anniversary (:

we headed to Bugis to buy my stuff .

then headed to Vivocity to buy adik's birthday present .

we talked and laughed together . it was though we are already

one happy family . everything goes well enough .

i hope next time we can go out together again aye ?

i love my fam & i love my reza !

nothing can make us apart !

&& of course , i love all my beloved friends too ! (:

so , we went home seperate ways .

i had fun with them though theres still some awkwardness

going around . hahaha !

now , im otf wif bf , who is half a sleep & refuses to hang up . hah !

im ending my post now .

p.s : to those who continues sec 5 , congrats .

&& those who went to ite , dont ever give up , btw you're

not a failure at all . (:

tc people .

iloveyoureza ! :D

2008-12-11T21:15:00.006+08:00

well , another day of rcy training .

yeap it was a very tiring one due to the long hours & the shouting .

hah . so , i went back early than the rest .

meet boyfriend at admiralty mrt & off we go . since ii had matters to

settle . afterwhich , ii went to send my lil brother to his religious class .

boyfriend stayed awhile to accompany .

otw back home , i start to get irritated with lil brother behaviour .

we began to argueed in public . hah . it was quite embarrassing .

so yea , reached home , ii asked him if his still mad with me .

he did not response but started to cry . he told me , that he was &&

he mentioned smth[ that i wont revealed here ] that had made me

realised who i am now . ii felt bad and irresponsible sister and a daughter .

ii just wished ii could turned back time but ii couldnt .

his simple words have made me realised that ii just couldnt say a thing .

i just broke down with him too . i have made a promised with him not to

repeat it anymore . im sorry lil brother . we exchanged promises that it wont

happened anymore . eventhough , he could be a naughty and silly brother but today

ii think he did a right deed . im proud to have him as my lil brother .

i love you luqman (:

&& ohh , what happened today will be our secrets , though im posting it .

but ii did not mentioning what he says right ? hahaha !

and yea , i do love all my love ones too !

btw , next week results week . all the best to all N level students 2008 !
tc .

iloveyoureza !

2008-12-09T15:49:00.005+08:00

selamat hari raya haji to all muslims .
yea , ystd was that special day (:
ii hope all the muslims had enjoyed themselves in this joyous occasion .
ohhh ! ii had fun , though it was a short one .
so , my relatives came over to celebrate .
the whole hse was kecoh . it was as if , the normal hari raya day
but minus the green packets laaa .
yea . its lovely you know to see your big family gathered once in awhile .
at night , we went to my dad's side , lagi kecoh . hahaha !
we lol till our stomach hurts 'cause we watched ' God must be crazy '
hell yea , it was damn hilarious ! ii bet you wanna watch it over & over (:
whereas , my cousin was busying grilling beef meats . yummy !
he was sweating hell alot 'cause the fire was directly at his face .
hahahha ! yea , memories i say .
once eu encounter the best days , its better to treasure 'cause euu may
never get it back .
well , ii hope my love once are doing fine now .
im pretty missing them damn alot !
ii cant wait to meet them soon . (:
i better stop . tc .

2008-12-07T21:02:00.007+08:00

well 051108 was great .
yeap , we did had our seoul garden , finally .
hehehe . but , some couldnt make it ):
&& yea ,we might have another one again
yeppie !
omg , i say theres varieties of foods & its delicious !
especially the meats ! yummmy !
we had fun grilling it despite the trouble we faced alot .
it was hilarious ! hehehe .
after that , we walked ard Heeren & bugis . the place was pretty
plain 'cause theres not much sales going on . yea .
unfortunately , me & boyfriend came across some hiccups between us .
im so sorry my babes ! im sorry that it happened ):
yea , we did camwhored & joke ard which pretty much hurts my tummy .
but it was funny though .
later, they went home whereas me&bf continued to walkwalk ard bugis .
yea , we stayed there longer & went to tampines to take bus home (:
yea .
thank you to my babes for that day !
ii really do enjoyed myself and yea ,
we meet again for the another
seoul garden makanmakan sooooooon ! (:
ily guys plus boyfriend !

end here .

P.S : more pictures will come .

2008-12-04T21:03:00.004+08:00

Happy 13th month anny dear !

eventhough the day had past but

im glad we managed to come this far baby .

throughout our ups & downs . i hope we'll last !

i love you so much ! i really do & i swear !!

so , we went out to sentosa to chill ourselves cum

celebrate our anny . supposedly , we were to have an outing there

with my frens & boyfriend but it was cancelled .

hell yea , it was fun & relaxing . we just had our mini picnic at

the beach & camwhored . (:

hehehehe !!

&& ohh , tml the outing is on back !

lets makan makan oi oi !

but sadly , zaini couldnt make it since he'll be working .

haiseybabe . * kurang kecoh nanti .

omg , im so excited to meet euu guys laaaaaa oi !

lets kecoh-kecoh & fun fun aye ? :D

ii miss you guys so much !

okay im clueless now ;

i think i shall update about tml aye ?

nites nites peeeps !

P.S : i'll shall pray for your safety & tc of yourselves at madinah ;

kak nani , wak odah & wak jaafar . we're definitely miss you guys !

2008-11-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

hell yea , ystd was fun !
so , went out with boyfriend to check out the salvation army .
well , nth much ii can say from there .
theres many things but all those werent my liking .
afterwhich , we went to kfc at lot 1 && off we go to esplanade .
hahahaha ! i missed that place .
we sat outside , near the singapore river while eating fresh steam corn .
yummy , i say ! ((:
hahaha , boyfriend even bought two . omg .
yea , we had fun chilling & camwhoring wif our stupid faces .
* i'll upload next .
hahaha !
coincidence we met with his two friends .
yea , they are sweet & cute peeps , i say [:
yeapyeap .
so today , met boyfriend again .
ii asked his helped to carry adeq new books for next year
since his ill . * cian luqman .
man , his books were damn heavy !
i browse through his books , damn the subs are getting
tougher . omg , omg .
hahaha !
yea . then we went to mac accompanied him to eat .
hell yea , we laughed alot & i took his stupid faces .
hahahaa .
okay laaaaaaa .
brain-stop-thinking ;
toodles .

2008-11-16T20:15:00.005+08:00

yes , im back to posting .
sorry for not posting for long due to
some of the computer corruption & i have been busy lately .
well , nth much gg around me .
i've been busy taking care of the hse & my lil brother .
definitely ! i have been missing my babes these few days .
&& of course , boyfriend okay ! (:
hahaha .
yea , just another week , we would meet again & have fun aye ?
ii just cant wait .
so , ii guess tml im gg out wif boyfriend . haha !
miss him laaa xD
ii wanna check out the salvation army & survey on new places in town .
hahaha !
* org tak ader keje , nak cari keje , biaser laaa .
btw ; friendster is getting ironic .
idk why . it seems that all our friends list are gone & the
system is getting slower .
shessh ! i hope the maintaince ppl will fix it , fast .
tralalala~
im bored you see .
im guessing , i'll stop here .
toodles .

2008-11-09T20:46:00.011+08:00

im back again .
yea , im bored .
ii have nth to do ):
boyfriend nvr pick up my calls .

ii guess his sleeping ):

as he has not been sleeping in 3 straight days .
awwww ! pity him ;

oh god , ii miss you , hunn !

&& definitely i love you !
hell yea .

idk wats wrong with me nowadays .
ii felt like a black sheep in the hse .
no one , esp my parents seems nt to care
abt me these few days

hais . idk wat to do .

ii just fell like a stranger to them .
ii tried to communicate to them but nth seems working .
omg . only god knows .

is this my punishment ? idk ):
ii really do miss them ! :'(

okay . ii wont want to elaborate further .
im afraid if ppl think im bragging or exaggerating on

my probs here .

till here babes
:DD

- those were the snapshots taken by me & atiqah (:

ii guess , its pretty retarded though .

emma wasnt in the pics much coz she was busy blogging .

hahaha ! hell yea , we were the noises ones in starbucks (:

ohh ! ii even managed to snaps parts of my table .

im so gonna miss it !

2008-11-09T12:44:00.008+08:00

im back (:
hell yea , bridging over !
hahaha .
but theres tons of hwk ! gosh ):
it has to be handed in on 18 dec ( tentative , N's results )
geeesh ;
i hope ii could finish it on time .
i miss my bunch of peeps !
seriously i do .
i miss their laughters , lame jokes
& their goofiness ):
esp my babes ; emma , atiqah , zaini & alvin .
of course my gfs too okay ! :D
ii wonder what are they up to right now ?
ii guess some are busy working aye (:
im not looking for job this year .
so ii bet i'll be mostly slacking at home .
bored uhs ? hahaha .
happy working ppl !
oh oh ; ii cant wait on 01 dec .
get ready aye my babes ?
we gonna have fun fun fun !
hahahaha .
oh BOY , i miss you too & ILY !
so yea , many pics im gonna upload .
till here babes.

2008-11-02T12:09:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 1st ANN DEAR !
011108 .
yea yea .
at last we reached a year tgthr already .
despite all the obstacles we faced tgthr .
i love you so much !
i really do ! (:
i hope we last much longer dear !
okok .
ystd me&him went out tgther at orchard .
finally i can say, we went out x)
cause i was busy schooling & yea , i miss him damn much !
hah .
we jln jln at far east & wisma but nvr buy much stuff laaaaa (:
mostly we just spent our time tgthr & chill .
yea , i miss him !
omg . ii can say , ystd was packed !
and i met many peeps !
hahaha . cool aye ?
ohh ohh !
ystd was our class bbq too .
damn it was fun !
theres NADHIRAH !
gosh ! i miss her so much laaaaaaaaa ! ):
ii can say the bbq kecoh ! (:
we had fun alot . yea .
especially when we bbq the chicken .
hahaha !
kecohrable !
we kept on laughing and disturbing ppl here and there .
& camwhore too !
yea yea .
pics of bbq i'll upload soon yea ?
coz many pics is with atiqah & ms mas .
heeeh .
thanks to my GFs & BFs & boyfriend REZA !
i really do had fun .
end laaaaaa .
otak daaah blank laaaaaa x)
tc peeps .

i love you reza !

with love ;

2008-10-27T18:52:00.004+08:00

pictures of what had happened recently & more to come ! (:
P.S ; this is just A RANDOM post (:
comments ? just save it .

2008-10-27T18:33:00.006+08:00

hell yeah .
i have not been updating .
hahaha .
im pretty fine actually .
just moving on with my life as per normal .
gosh ! ii have missed those posting& updates . hahaha !
raya soon gonna be over
& yea , happy deepavali ! haha .
omg ! theres recently bad happened to me & emma babe .
and ii wont revealed what happened , we'll keep to ourselves .
its scary ii bet yaw ! ):
im bored now . no at home except my grandma
&& yea , im missing someone !
hope he is having fun now , he went for hols .
& hopefully his back safely (:
ILY !
ohh , tml theres bridging . gosh
im getting bored with lesson ):
haiyoyo .
plus class bbq is coming ! && our 1 year anny !
yea yea !
hahhaha .
pics soon be updated regarding what i've done (;
tc .
love ,
me .

2008-09-07T21:07:00.004+08:00

ii can say today was somehow bore .
ii nvr go anywhere since tml sch .
so yea [:
plus today wasnt a pretty good day ):
geesh ! im having my fever back ! uhs ):
idk wats wrong with me nowadays ?
easily fall sick .
ii had no choice but to endure since im fasting .
terrible me . hais .
plus , that someone have caused disturbance in my life! ):
i hate you MR ! kawan mcm ni ?
what did ii do wrong uh ? ii only treat eu as a fren &
dats it . eeeeeeeeeew ! jantan tak sendar diri !
get a life loser !
haiyoyoyoyo . ii cant believe theres such ppl living in this world
& behaving like that . omg ..
hais .
nth better to do . im so so bore & moodless .
end now .

p.s ; oh my wish ! <3
unwanted readers , pls back off !

love ,
me .

2008-09-06T20:34:00.004+08:00

ohmywish !
is it coming true ?
idk .
oh god . you're the only one knew the answer .
you're the only one , who knew how ii felt towards ___ .
&& you knew that ilove&imiss ____ so much .
pls give me strength&patience . AMIN!
whatever happens , ii will always be there for you .
through thick & thin .
i love you for who you are , dear .
today wasnt a great day .
ii had fever + bad headache .
my body was weak and ii barely walk properly .
idk wats wrong with me .
hais ):
someone can cheer me up ?
haiyoyoyo .
ii need accompany ):
end now .
tc .

p.s ; ohmywish !
&& emma , we'll promise you that ! [:

love ,
me .

2008-09-05T21:34:00.002+08:00

its just a random post .
im just expressing my emotion/mood now .
those readers , pls back off okay !
now , im so so down .
ty to ____.
hais .
its unfair euu know .
judging and putting the blame anyhow .
can all this end asap , pls ?
ii can stand it anymore .
hais .

p.s ; ohh my wish !

love ,
me .

2008-09-05T20:38:00.003+08:00

life is really unpredictable .
ok today had extra classes in the morning .
poa,e.maths&physics .
somehow ii mostly pay attention to emaths&phy .
hah !
im bad :P
okok ii know ii crap alot .
but that what makes me stress-free :D
hehhee .
im glad that ii have cleared some doubts for my phy .
ii seriously need to buck up .
ok , im not feeling that well now.
ii wanna rest first .
tc peeps .

p.s ; ohh wish !

love ,
me .

2008-09-04T22:36:00.003+08:00

bore now .
im doing nth much actually .
currently talking on the phone with REZAAAAA<3
so yea .
plus im missing _________ . <3
ii just wish he knew .
hais .
end now .
tc peeps .

p.s ; ohh wish !

love ,
me .

2008-09-04T20:18:00.003+08:00

all three local papers are now officially ended .
ii can say that most of the papers are manageable but yet
challenging .
alhamdulilah , dat ii manage to do it .
but some ii was kind of worried .
however , its pointless to regret and talk abt it over and over .
its over & now we have to wait patiencely for the results on dec .
what ii know , ii did my very best [:
and now ii have to move on and get ready for the other remaining ones .
at least , ii can ease my mind awhile .
hais .
ii seriously need to buck up asap .
ii wont want to waste anymore time .
friends , tchers ; ii need your help & moral support .
ii will definitely do the same to you guys .
no worries , fatin n. is here !
okay im crapping .
today was the fourth day of ramadhan .
&& so far im doing fine .
except im just stress up over the exams and the way my life is right now .
oh god , please give strength & patience .
end now .
tc my peeps .

p.s ; ohh wish !

love ,
me .

2008-09-02T19:49:00.002+08:00

today was the officially the start of N level .
so yea . today was MT ppr 1 & 2
ii can say it was manageable [:
thank god ii finished it on time .
&& yea tml is Mt ppr 3 & S.S
all the best to all candidates !
strive high !
tc .
:DDDDD

p.s ; oh wish !

love ,
me .

2008-09-01T20:25:00.006+08:00

1 sept ?
fast aye ?
its been long i can say since i posted one .
many things had happened ard me .
yea .
lately ii was absence 2 days last week .
&& ii miss alot of fun .
only 2 days ii felt , 2 mths ! hah .
yea , ii was having high fever . seriously high .
ii wasnt sure how ii get it ? bcoz of weather ?
or is it bcoz ii have sick lately & finally my body heat up ?
ok this is crap .
btw , thank you to those who wish me to get well soon plus
those advices from bestie reza [:
ty !
omg . ii seriously miss all my lovely friends & ________ .
i miss you guys laaaa !
now im feeling better except alittle dizzy ):
anw , get well soon to ms mas ! ii hope euu are fine !
we miss you alots ! ohh , happy tchers day !
ii had many pics taken . ltr ii upload aye ?
plus plus happy fasting to all muslim !
&& all the best for ' N ' levels peeps !
ii know , we can strive ! we can do it !
i'll pray that everyone can succeed okay .
:D
so yea , left few more hours bfe the moment of truth .
omg . ii barely slept this few days thinking of this ):
haiyoyoyo .
ii wonder how my life aft Ns .
am ii gg to sec 5 or ite ?
idkidk .
ending now .
ii wanna continue mugging my s.s && malay .
ALL THE BEST MY BELOVED PEEPS !
FATIN SAY , YOU GUYS CAN DO IT LAAAAAAAAAA !
[:
tc .

p.s ; ohh wish !
love ,
me .

2008-08-21T19:19:00.003+08:00

last 2nd day of sch week .
okok .
im not feeling well now .
im having slight fever with bad headache .
geeesh ! my body getting hotter .
idk with me now .
its been a month now that ii always unwell .
hais . idk why .
my body will just heat up ):
medicine ? its not working at all either .
okok .
today was bad , had my prelims results .
&& im speechless . im too disappointed to talk abt it .
neither ii want to brag . hah .
;..(
nowadays , ii just felt im dying soon or later .
seriously . no joke .
my body kept getting weaker and weaker each day ):
anybody got magic medicine for me ?
okay im lame .
ii wanna rest uhs .
ii hardly stand my body heat now .
tc .

p.s : ii wish , my wish will come true [:

love ,
me .

2008-08-20T20:52:00.004+08:00

20082008 .
its double digit ! [:
happy birthday to me x 3
happy birthday to me ...
yea , im officially 16thteen .
but somehow , ii dont feel happy or excited much .
idk why , especially in the morning . ugrhh !
anw , thank you to those who cheered me up [:
once again , thank you so much to all my beloved frens
for the wishes ! ii really appreciate it lots !
somehow today was kind of boring but fun .
fun part was when the sabotage came .
god!?!?! im drenched !
hahhaah . first was water .
ltr otw home . it was sweet water & its green !
omg ! i think is wheat grass power thingy !
hahahaha ! im all sweet & sticky & smell .
all thanks to EMMA , ATIQAH , EFFA , AQILAH [:
yea yea .
once in a life time , so ii dont mind . cheeeeeeeey ! [:
yea yea .
ohh ! REZAAAAAAAA bestie !
tysm for singing the birthday song plus playing both the eng & malay
version on your guitar !
im so touched, you know [:
thank you again !
:DDDDDDDDD
yeayea , despite the moodless ii had in the morning .
ii had great time with my frens .
you guys are the greatest gift ever !
okok . now currently chatting with reza !
hahahah .
idk how many times ii wanna thanked him [:
he gave so many surprises . hahaha !
yea yea .
ohhs .
im having slight fever& my head hurts . hah !
ltr ii wanna rest .
ok .
end now .

psssst ! thank you for the wishes via verbally & msg [:

love ,
me .

can i be your star girl ?

2008-08-19T17:01:00.016+08:00

just came back from sch .
so yea , had some extra classes that
is important for us to attend .
btw , sorry to my beloved gfs .
today , ii reacted awkwardly towards you grrls .
im nt feeling well plus im disappointed over some
problems and the prelims results .
im sorry & ii didnt mean to be like that ):
ii have gotten some of the results .
most were utterly disappointed ):
though ii passed but my results does not met my expectation .
hais . seriously ii need to buck up ! & ii mean it !

*********************************************

just few more hours && im officially 16thteen (:
thanks again to my beloved friends for the presents & presence
on saturday . ii really appreaciate it alot !
tml is also the exact of 1 mth im apart from you .
hais :.(
but , theres this one wish ii really really want .
and ii nvr want smth so much like this bfe .
ii really wished 011107 is alive again .
it may sound unrealistic & impossible to some of you readers there .
but ii dont give a shit ! to what you guys wanna say . [ bitch! / whore! / cunt! / fuck! / asshole! ]
since 011107 , ii never stop loving till now .
myself have found the one ii want to be with .
ii just wish ii could express my feelings towards you .
but now , we have nth in common .
but just bestfriend
i love you and yes i do .
what had happened between us , ii nvr blame you for what you did .
ii forgive & forget .
ii try to move on w/o you in my life but it seems nth works .
you may see myself moving on but im not .
ii pretend to be happy but inside its just empty .
everytime ii looked at our pics , ii cried && wanting you to come back .
ii promise to you bfe to lock your love and threw the key && ii did .
ii really love you my dear .
if you reading this , im not trying to bribing you at all .
im telling the truth plus expressing my feelings towards you .
imysm !
ii really wish we could be together again like we used to .
you never stop from cheering me up .
your presence always lighten up my day & sorrow .
you will always be there for me && protect me frm those
unwanted calls .
ii really miss every single part of you especially your wide smile .
&& ii cant replace your love .
your my SUPERMAN <3
rmbr the song ? you used to dedicate it to me . it really mean it to me b .
no matter what , i'll wait patiently for you to come back .
through all ought im facing .
eventhough euu said euu have changed alot .
but , ii believe inside yourself theres the old you that ii knew .
i'll always prayed for your safety .
ii mmg sayang you !
once again , im not trying bribing you boy .
ii swear im not !
i love you , yes i do !
ii wish you come back .
i'll wait for you patiently till you are back .
ohh boy , ii need you !
everytime ii daydream , ii kept thinking of you .
thinking all the sweetest moments we had .
ii cant forget you my dear .
you are part of me .
now , its just the matter of time .
ii still kept those msgs you gave ,
especially the one on 011107 !
lastly , i wanna say im sorry for what ii have done to you .
pls forgive me ;..(
thanks for coming on sat on my bbq .
ii really appreciate your presence !
ii nearly hugged you went ii saw && not wanting to let you go ):
ty for the gifts too !
ii promise that ii will wear it & kept it properly .
baby , ii will definitely cherished our moments tgther .
ii will not forget you my dear !
i miss you & i love you !

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one
I die with
And I pray in you’re the one
I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that
I could stay in your arms

psssst ! my only wish is just you boy !

love ,
me .

2008-08-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

okok im bored right now .
still chatting with REZA bestie <33
yea , somehow im helping him editing his friendster prof .
gogogo MR SUPERMAN !
hahaha .
ii can say he edits kind of fast !
thats why ii called him superman since last time(:
he always do stuff very fast .
gessssh ! hehehe .
jealous aku !
okok .
still waiting for him editing agn coz he wanna make it simple .
relax ok , no need to stress up .
im here to help ! :DDDDDDD
so yea , let see how everything looks :D
JIA YOU BABE !
gogogogogo REZAAAAAAAAAAAA !
hehehe .
end now .
& OHH ! job well done cik abg !
simple & sweet & nice :DD

love ,
me .

2008-08-18T19:48:00.009+08:00

[ wasnt edited & dark(: ]

lesson as per normal .
prelims over .
now , results are out !

damn , ii failed my poa .

mt ? im kind of disapponted):

ii passed but not to my expectation . haiyoyoyo .
maths ? passed but ii knew ii can do better .

okok . now ii must seriously work harder

to ace my N !

friends ! ii need your help !

ii will help in return okay ! :D
definitely ! [:

okokok .

ii had PE ! ii had fun fun fun !

played volleyball with ms emma , ms atiqah & ms nabilah .

we played throughout with enthusiasm but halfway through

my thumb injured .

though its just minor one but it hurts damn alot ! ):

theres smth popout at the side of it .

geeeeeesh ! ii barely move my thumb .

but overall , despite that , ii had fun ! :D

so yea , end sch a lil late .

take pics wif emma & atiqah .

hahaha ! ii look funny but nvrm .

wanna see ? its at emma 's blog (((:

went to admiralty place buy some food then went home

with shazuan :)))))

currently chatting with cik abg reza .

hahahaha !

&& HAPPY 16 th BIRTHDAY NAD , ZAINI && WAN PING !

end now .

pictures of saturday & sunday :

my beloved friends ! i love you guys ! <3333

BBQ !

candid hunney .

zaini babe ! the marshmellow man !

marshmellow <33

the food ! not exposive enough .
hahaha :pppp

shazuan&nars .

nars & me [ ii look short ; hah ! ]

ms emma !

hilman dok! [ ii look funny laaa ; hahaha ]

NUR IZZATI , my new niece <3333

aint she cute ! :DDD

pssst ! thank you to all my friends who came && the gifts .

appreciate alot alot okay! ily guys <333333

to reza , faiz & zahri ; im sorry nvr take pics with you guys ):

the place was dark & somehow ii forgotten .

next time okay ! :DDD

imy guys okay ! <33333

p.s : 2 days & counting ...

love ,

me .

2008-08-17T12:09:00.005+08:00

im back to post again (:
ystd was extremely fun !
yea yea !
despite our legs kept bitten by ants .
hahaha .
yea .
thank you my friends for coming !
ii really appreciate your presence & the gifts
you guys gave (:
thank you so much !
i will definitely rmbr & love you guys alot alot !
yea ,
actually bfe cutting the cake ii wanting to wait all my friends to come .
but some of them gtg .
so yea , ii cut the cake w/o faiz , zahri & reza presence ):
nvrm laaaa .
so yea . get sabotage & ii can say it was the worst sabotage ever !
hahah ! zaini also get sabo coz his birthday is 18 aug .
yea yea yea !
so aft that , ii was shocked that my hp was lost !?!?
the person who found it was near pit 10 somewhere near the beach ?
& ii was at pit 13 , somewhere in the middle of semb park .
geeeesh ! its weird man . who took it ? omg .
okok .
than reza , zahri & faiz came at night .
thank you guys for coming all the way here !
omg . its far you know . hahaha .
yea .
so the rest went home , just left hilman , zaini , reza , zahri & faiz .
&& we decided to walk walk around semb park .
somehow they wanted to find .... you know what right ?
so ii tagged along bcoz ii dont want to leave behind ,
though im afraid of ....
hahahha !
yea yea , but nth appears .
but somehow reza told me that he saw/heard smth ..
omg !?!
okok .
yea yea . so hang out deep in the semb park than we off .
coz my family have packed & ii gtg plus zaini gtg too .
& its abt nearly 10.oo plus (:
so reza , zahri & faiz tumpang zaini's dad car .
coz we're not sure if theres still bus or not
as the bus schedule kept changing :S
yea .
thank you reza , zahri & faiz for the gifts !
ii love it & definitely treasure it & i love you guys !
:DDDD
ohh ! ii nvr take pic wif the three of them !
ii wanting too but the place was dark & somehow
ii forgot too ! im so so sorry guys .
next time meet up again , we take picx alot alot okay ?
:DDDDDDD
end here .
pics uploaded later okay ?

p.s : 3 days & counting ...
psssst ! my greatest gift ever , my FRIENDS !
ii love you guys okay !

love ,
me .

2008-08-14T18:15:00.001+08:00

This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
woah-oh-oh

There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry
Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed

Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me
We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing

2008-08-12T15:12:00.005+08:00

okok .
just now ii had my e.maths ppr 1 & poa ppr 1
gosh ? i think im gonna fail .
badly ii can say .
hais ):
the maths ppr was average but some qns were hard to solve .
poa ppr ? dont even ask !
its damn hard ! geeeesh !
im so dead .
eventhough its just prelims but ii do have to do well right ?
so that ii know where im weak at . haiyoyoyoyo !
aft that ; emma , atiqah & myself went to KFC at admiralty .
hungry laaaaaa babe !
yea , we eat , laugh , talk , gossip & etc ...
ohh ! the part ii like the most was we were talking abt our own ideal guy .
omg ! we three were like blushing as we take turns talking
abt our own one .
once in awhile okay right ? :DD
yea , we even kept smiling on our own & day dream abt the ' ideal guy '
hahahah !
we even think guys are really AMAZING !
seriously !
ii wonder how they knew the girl they want is the ONE for them
&& also how knew if that girl is suitable to be their partner
even without knowing them at first ?
weird uhhs ? but also amazing right ?
geeesssssh ! guys are special human beings .
yea ,
it was funny though , we three kept smiling on our own .
hahah ! it was fun && enjoying .
okay tml geo .
damn ! ii have not yet to study .
plus tml mt ppr 2 .
must score ! wohooooooooooooo !
okay .
end now .

p.s : 8 more days & counting ...

love ,
me .

2008-08-11T21:56:00.003+08:00

okay , nth much to post abt today .
hah !
today im kind of restless .
idk why , probably the weather ?
my emotion ? errrr ?..
idk .
okay my babes[including the boys] ,
venue for the pit is confirmed !
day&date is still the same hunn .
soon or later euu guys will get my msg .
hope euu guys come .
:DD
end now .
- revising my poa&e.maths .

p.s: 9 more days && counting ...

love ,
me .

2008-08-10T21:38:00.008+08:00

FIRDAUS ! love his chubby cheeks !

the aunts&uncle .

the boys .

the girls .

taken ystd nite ;

night is still young hunn !

ALIFF/NABILAH/SUE ,
carpark aft chilling plus
they've smoking .

SUE/NABILAH/AMELIA .

KAK IDAH & HUBBY .
arent they sweet ?
stay happy always :D

im back to posting again , so yeah [:
ii have taken some pic from ystd & today .
so im kind of tired & blank now
to post .
so yea ,
heres the pics taken .
hah !
:D

p.s: 10 days && counting ...

love ,
me .

2008-08-09T15:31:00.004+08:00

090808 .
finally , happy birthday singapore !
hah ! how many times , ii kept saying that ?
nvrm :D
okay , im gg off soon to my cousin's hse .
yea , my cousin is getting marry so must rewang-rewang .
tml then she sanding .
hah !
&& ohh ! those who are gg to watch the fireworks ,
happy watching ! have fun okay !
plus to those who asked me out , ii cant , im so so sorry ! ):
next time okay ?
tc .
i'll continue asap when ii reached home ltr .
:D

p.s : 11 days & counting ...

love ,
me .